I'm Gay (Ichimatsu x Male! reader) Angst/Fluff

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Warning: Homophobia, Depression, Feels

This is going to be a long one.

10 years old

"But mom I don't want to go to the neighbor's house." I whine as my mom pulled me to walk across the street. "Well, we have to. We are new to Japan and you could use some friends." She says and I groan "Nooo!" I whine and tug against her with all my strength in my 10 year old body. We approach the door and my mom knocks. An older couple open it and smile "hello you must be the new neighbors I'm Matsuyo Matsuno. This is my husband, Matzuo Matsuno." The woman greets and I shy away.

"Hello. I'm Leena, this is my son y/n l/n." The woman looked at me and cooed "My sons are your age. They're out back if you want to meet them." My mom urged me to walk into the house. My mom instantly talked with the two parents while I shyly walk out to the back and promptly froze. There was 6 of them. They all had the same face. One walked over to me. "Hello! Are you that new kid?" He asked and I nod.

He smiles and extends a hand "well I'm Ichimatsu Matsuno!" He says and I shyly shook his hand. "I'm y-y/n l/n." He nods "want to play soccer with us?" He asked "you can be our goalie." I smile softly and nod

"Sure. That sounds fun."
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12 years old

I was at the Matsuno house today. We had all became close friends over the two years. I was sitting with him at the living room table playing truth or dare. I had been asked many truths. One being did I have a crush on a girl yet. I said no that I wasn't crushing on anyone. Causing them to talk about Totoko. I roll my eyes but smile at their crushes. Though I felt weird whenever Ichimatsu fawned over her.

"Okay. Okay. I have one." Osomatsu says and points to me "truth or dare?" I shrug and say dare. My first dare. Better be good. He gained a smirk. "I dare you...to kiss Ichimatsu!" He says and I went wide eyed "what? Why?" I ask and he smiled "no reason. I just thought it'd be funny." He says and I look at Ichimatsu who looked at me. He shrugs and asked how long.

"Hmm? Is a minute reasonable?" He asks and we both shrug again. So I turn to face Ichimatsu. We both placed on hands on our laps before leaning in to kiss. I shut my eyes and blush in embarrassment. Once the minute was up we pulled away and I cover my mouth with a blush "oops. We made y/n embarrassed!" Jyushimatsu says and I stay silent. I wasn't embarrassed about the dare. I was blushing because I liked it.

I kissed Ichimatsu. A boy. And I liked it...dare say I loved it. My heart was thumping in my chest and after thinking for a bit I realized.

I have a crush..on Ichimatsu.
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16 years old (NWSF)

I sigh to myself as I sat on my bed with a picture of me and Ichimatsu at the beach. I gulp nervously and kissed the photo. I ran my thumb over his face and bit my lip. "How can someone be so adorable and hot at the same time?" I ask myself as I stare at the shirtless Ichimatsu in awe. I blush as a sudden image of him pinning me to the wall went into my mind.

I imagine him kissing me roughly and felt pants tighten. I bit my lip, my eyes shifting nervously. "Mom shouldn't be back till 6..hm? I have a good hour....screw it." I say lowering my hand down to palm myself through my pants as my mind went wild. My breath wavers before I push my bottoms down. As I grip my erection and stroke myself slowly as I stare at the picture of him.

"Oh~ I-Ichimatsu~" I moan as I pumped my throbbing dick. I gulp and moan as I slid my thumb over the slit of my dick. "Ichimatsu~ F-Fuuck~" I whine and stroke myself faster. I felt some cum drip down my dick, making it nice and slippery. I moan as my breathing became uneven and pressure begun to build up. When that pressure burst I threw head back with a moan as I came. Looking down I blushed realizing I had came onto the picture. I fell back onto my bed panting heavily. As I try to catch my breath I drug a hand down my face.

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