Osomatsu-san Oneshots

Ignorance is Bliss (Ichimatsu x reader)

For DarkReidenMai

Ichimatsu and y/n have known each other since they were babies. They grew up together and had a close bond. Then when they turned 18 Ichimatsu finally got the courage to ask y/n out. So they started to date and were so happy with each other. They loved each other so much. Though all good things must come to an end because they turned 25 something terrible happened.

I was walking with Ichimatsu as he told me about the cats he cared for the day before. I wanted to listen but I was angry. I was angry with Ichimatsu. I loved him a lot and didn't want to be angry but he was ignoring a big issue. An issue with us. At first I was just confused. Then I was annoyed. Now I was just angry.

"Ichimatsu..we need to talk." I say and he hums "What?" He asks and I sigh "you are ignoring a major problem Ichimatsu." I say and he hums "What do you mean y/n?" He says and I huff. There he goes playing dumb again. "You know what I mean Ichimatsu! You know what happened and you continue to ignore it! You won't accept it and it frustrates me to no end!" I yell and he glances away.

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"That's it! I have had enough of this!" I shout and grab his wrist before pulling him to follow as I walk fast. I have had it. 3 years have passed and he still ignores the problem between us. I storm threw the entrance of the cemetery with a scowl on my face. I pull him over to a specific tombstone that fills me with such sadness and emptiness.

I let him go and walk behind the tombstone that was adorned with flowers. I lay a hand on the cold stone with my gaze on Ichimatsu. "Ichimatsu. Do you know what this is?" I ask and he hums "yeah. That's a tombstone." He says and looks around "why are we here y/n? This is dangerous." He says and I huff "look at the grave Ichimatsu. What does the stone say?" I ask and he glances at the stone but doesn't answer.

I click my tongue in annoyance. "Ichimatsu. Read the name?" I say in a low tone and he mumbles. "Read. It. NOW!! What is the name carved into the stone?!" I yell in anger and he sighs before staring at the stone.

"...y/n l/n."

I hum with a nod "that's right. Now why would my name be on this stone?" I ask and saw him sigh before shoving his hands into his hoodie pocket. "...because you died." "That's right. I died. Ichimatsu do you see the issue?" I ask in a soft tone and he looks down. "You have been ignoring the fact that I died. You won't let yourself move on." I say and he stays silent. "Ichimatsu. I'm still here because you won't let me go."

"..but I don't...I don't want to let you go"

I sigh and was going to say something but he started crying. "I can't let you go! Not again! I can't lose you again! If I have to lose you again my heart couldn't take it!" I shut up and feel tears come to my eyes. "I'd rather kill myself then lose you again!" I froze and rush over "Hey Hey. do not say that. I'm already gone so there's nothing more you can do other then live for me." I say and held his face. He clutches my hands and hugs me as he cries his heart out.

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" He wails and I hum "why are you apologizing?" I ask hugging him and he whimpers. "I-It was my f-fault! If I had j-just been f-faster I c-could've..I could've s-saved you." He says between sobs and I went still as a tear fell down my face as I remember that day.

Flashback

I was running down the streets with a smile on my face. I was meeting up with my boyfriend of 7 years. Apparently he had a very big surprise for me today. I was excited because lately Ichimatsu and I have been discussing our future and if we would get married or not. Plus Karamatsu let it slip that Ichimatsu had gone to a jewelry store a week ago. So I was really excited.