Osomatsu-san Oneshots

He needs help (Depressed! Ichimatsu x reader)

For trinbodo

Sorry if this sucks I lost inspiration halfway through.😅

I was walking home from work with a smile on my face. I had just been paid today and noticed a raise in my pay. When I asked my boss if it was a mistake and she said it wasn't, that I deserved it. So I was walking with a skip in my step to The Matsuno household. I was going to take them out to dinner to celebrate. My treat of course.

As I was walking I saw Ichimatsu standing at the crosswalk, glancing around. I wave but he seemed distracted by his thoughts. "I'll just say hi when crossing." I say to myself as I stop at the curb. That's when I saw him step off the curb and I noticed a semi truck driving towards him. He just stopped and turned to stare at the oncoming truck.

I suck in a breath and ran up to push him out of the way.

"Ichimatsu!" I yell before jumping to push him out of the way. He let out a grunt as we fell back onto the curb, the truck driving past. I was panting from the slight adrenaline rush and shock of what happened. We both sat up and Ichimatsu stared at me with narrowed eyes. "Why did you do that?" He asks "you could have died." He sighs and glances away

"That was the point."

I look at him in shock. "What? You wanted to get hit. Why?" I ask and he sighs but doesn't answer. I stand up and pull him to his feet. "Ichimatsu..Why were you trying to get hit by a truck?" I ask but deep down I kind of knew why. "To put it simply, I want to die." My eyes widened and I sigh. "Come on ichi. Let's get you home." I say taking his home and walking him home.

When I got him home I pull his brothers to the side while keeping my eyes on Ichimatsu. "What's up y/n?" Osomatsu asks and I look at them with worry on my face. "I think..no I know Ichimatsu is depressed." I say and they look at each other. "Depressed? Really?" Choromatsu asks and I nod "he tried to..wait did you guys not know?" I ask and they shrug "he would sit alone a lot and was a bit of a loner but we didn't think he was depressed."

I sigh and hum. I would understand if they didn't notice if Ichimatsu was usually happy and hid his depression. However, that's not Ichimatsu. Ichimatsu always sits in the corner and distances himself from others. He is reserved and almost never talks about his feelings. So how they didn't know he had depression I have no idea. Maybe they just didn't think it was a big deal.
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I was walking to the matsuno house to check on Ichimatsu. Most times he was fine and we would talk. Though on two occasions I found him trying to kill himself again. One was him trying to hang himself, the other time he tried to overdose. When I walked in I scan the living room. I saw only 5 brothers and immediately panic.

"Where is Ichimatsu?!"

"He went to the bathroom." Karamatsu says and I stare at them. "And you let him go alone!" I yell before running to the bathroom. I knock on the door "Ichimatsu! You okay?" I ask hoping he wasn't attempting again. "I'm fine. Leave me alone." He says but I could hear the break in his voice. "Ichimatsu. Please don't do this. People would miss you." I say

"No they wouldn't."

"Yes they would. They would miss you...I would miss you." I say placing my forehead on the door. "Ichimatsu...I can't loose a friend like this...please come out..your brothers may not care but I do.." I pull my head back as the door open a little. He peaks out "why do you care?" He asks and I smile "come out and I'll show you why."

He glanced down and opened the door. I hug him and snuggle up to his chest before looking up at him. I reach up and held his face. I gently pull him down into a small kiss. I pull away with a smile and he had a small blush on his face. "I know it will take a lot of work but I can and will help you get better."

I smile and kiss his cheek "and the reason why is because I love you." I say and he glanced away "how do you...why do you love me of all people." I smile and kiss him softly. "I just do. I love everything about you. That's why I want to help you since your brothers don't seem to notice...I still don't understand how they didn't know." I say with a smile and hug him tightly, pushing my face into his chest. I smile as he hugged me back with a heavy shaky sigh.

This boy needs help and some love.

Luckily, he has me and I can provide both.