Across The Hall

Ice

I layed in my bed with Cameron on my side, holding me slightly. I was having so many mixed feelings about having him here. It was kinda awkward for my parents to be in the same house as this boy and me. But they are probably leaving.

Cameron hasn't said anything to me since he got here. I tried to hold back my feelings on this whole thing. I don't really know what to say anyways. But this cuddling we were doing was nice.

"Whats the matter with you?" The words left his mouth and shot me right though my heart.

"Once I know I'll tell you." I whispered as I tried pulling my body away from his. The question was repeating in my head. What was wrong with me?

"No what's the matter with you? Why are you sad. What happened that was so bad in your life that you're so sad about it?" He asked again..It was harsh words but it came out of such soft lips.

"Well, I've been told so much that someone will be there for me, then I end up with a broken heart. When my parents broke up it was like I didn't belong in this family anymore. No one can hear me here." I laid my head on his crest of his neck.

"So what about me, what's wrong with me?" The darkness in the room filled the words in so well.

"What do you mean?"

"I give you all the attention in the world and you still don't love me. I can be your family where I give you everything I own, because of how much I live to be with you, I dream about kissing you. I would rather be with you then living my dream of being an actor. I know you can't say it but YOU love me too. I know you do, but no matter what I say I will never be good enough."

"Cameron." I whispered at the words leaving his mouth in punches. He sat up and left me laying flat on the bed alone.

My eyes stared up at the blurring figure in front of me being to dark to actually make out his body. Nothing was said as we both stayed there in the dark.

Crawling across the messy sheets I sat behind him, my hand crawling up his back and my fingers shifted around to his stomach up to his pecs. I didn't know what to say but then again I never do. All I knew was I needed him. He's the only thing that's constant in my life and he's with me when no one else even bothered.

I rested my head on the back of his shoulder. His head turned slightly and met my eyes. I couldn't see three inches in front of me but I knew he was looking me in the eye.

"Kiss me?" I pecked his jawline.

"No, if I kiss you then I'm going to want to make out and I'm supposed to be mad at you."

"Don't be mad." I whisper and kissed the back of his ear.

Turning me around and say me on top of his lap he whispered. "I'm furious." He kissing me passionately hard. I couldn't get a whole breath in. He slid his hand up and down my thigh then to my waist band of my underwear to the bottom of my hip. Giving my goose bumps on every inch of my body.

"Cameron. Kadence is right in there." I pointed to the door but I knew he wasn't looking. He continued kissing my neck and left soft but intense marks on my skin.. Turning me on extremely.

"I'll be quite."

"It's not you I'm worried about." He kissed me to make me shut up again and kissed down my stomach across my hip bones then back up to my rib cage.

"Cameron." He didn't stop.

"I love you." I wasn't just saying that. I actually did. I actually wanted him to know how much he actually meant to me, I wanted him to know that I was actually crazy about him.