You Are My ☀️Sunshine☀️ {suicidal Midoriya X Todoroki} {DONE EDITING}

{Ill wait...}

Previously...

What she said ruined mine and Izuku's relationship and that's when I immediately regretted everything that happened between me and Momo Yaoyorozu I would never forgive her.
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Midoriya POV:

My phone went straight to voicemail what she said terrified me and scared me...

Hey Midoriya I just wanna let you know that your boyfriend is a fucking slut he cheated on you but I hope you can forgive me wait cheated on you with who you ask I'll tell you who he cheated on you with me sorry Izuku honey I guess you just weren't his cup of tea. The voice mail ended.

I go out of Shouto's embrace, "What the hell Todoroki." My hair cover my eyes

"Izu-" I cut him off "No don't say it you cheated on me I thought you loved me." I started to feel my vision get blurry.

"I do love you I have always loved you." He looked away

"Are you sure about that is there something I did." I asked him "No Izuku it's me, I didn't know what to do if you left me so one night Momo came to my house and asked me out I said yes because I didn't want to hurt her feelings but I broke up with her I'm sorry so sorry." He looked down at the soapy water.

"Don't...don't act like the victim I loved you and this is how you treat me...." I started to cry

"Izuku don't cry please..." he looked at me "I'm sorry." He touched my cheek but I pulled away.

"Iz-izuku." He breathes out "I'm sorry there not a thing I could say....nothing can feel up the space won't ask you to stay but let me ask you one thing....when did you fall out of love with me." I looked directly at him heavy tears falling from my face

"I have always loved you..." He lifted my chin up and smiled at me, which I just looked at him with disgust making him immediately pull away a smile falling away with him.

"Todoroki, why are you lying to me tell me the truth." I looked at him deeply "I don't know Izuku I w-" "DONT FUCKING CALL ME THAT!!" I yelled as I slapped him.

"I have loved you half of my life I am the person on this world that was meant for you...so when did you fall out of love when did you regret all of the late nights that we spent together all of the unshared moments in your sheets was it all just a lie to you!!!" I cried inside heavy knowing that if I showed it anymore he would leave me.

I heard wet foot sounds make it's way to the door then open and close that's when I decided to let it out let it all out, I cried and cried I didn't care if Shouto heard me.

See what did we tell you he never loved you

The voices are coming back louder

Shut up

No your useless your horrible

Shut up

WORTHLESS DEKU

Kacchan's vice echoed in my head

Shitty ass nerd

Go die

WORTHLESS STUPID DEKU

AND YOU WONDER WHY YOU DAD LEFT YOU BECAUSE YOUR WORTHLESS.

"SHUT UP." I started to pull my hair I heard the door harshly open I can't breathe I can't breathe

"Izuku!!" Shouto half way screamed

"SHUT UP!!." Myvoice felt raspy and as my breath hich out.

"Can't *hicc breath." I was having a panic attack Shouto grabbed a towel and picked me up from the bath and started whispering too me

"Shushhhh it's ok shushhhh." And rubbed circles in my back. I don't want him to touch me not after what he did...but I need him right now, does he still need me

"You *hicc s-still love *hicc me right." I felt my heart beat slow down a bit.

He brought my face up to him "Izuku Midoriya I'm sorry that I cheated on you I'm truly sorry I will never do it again I need you in my life I don't know what I would do without you, you are my light my reason for living you are my sunshine please don't ever leave me." I hugs me tighter

"I'm sorry Shouto this world is just not for me it won't ever get better I'm sorry." I clench his shirt tighter

"This world will get better ok live you life with me and if you need time to think about it take all the time that you need I will wait for you always." He hugged me tighter.

"So don't ever say that your worthless your not you saved me from my pain when no one else would you gave me hope." He smiles

He's lying

"Really?" I asked

"Ya really." He smiles more

Stop lying I know I'm a burden and worthless to you.

"Ok hey we still on for the park." I say "Sure izuku." He touches my cheek.

"I love you." He tries to lean in for a kiss but I back up a bit he looks shocked "Sorry todoroki-kun I just need more time I've been hurt to much let's just go to the park ok." It hurt me to say that I wanted to feel his soft lips on mine.

"Ok." He looks down

"Hey it's ok Just wait." I put his chin up

"Ya I'll wait." He smiles

"Thank you!"

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3 more chapters you guys then the book is over the ending is going to be said like very said I'm sorry to all the people that see it will onto the next chapter {I kinda made it more sadder my bad ppl}