Putting holes in happiness

New obsessions

The next morning, I woke up and realized that it was my 20th birthday. Manson had carried me off to bed when I was asleep, because there was no way in hell that I went down the stairs by myself. Now, he was standing over me. He had just put on a new layer of makeup and was holding a couple of neatly wrapped gifts. I smiled. Then, the others came in; Lexa Vonn, Manson's muse, Evan Rachel Woods, Manson's pretend girlfriend; Sarah and Rebecca, friends of ours;Pogo, you know Pogo; Tim Skold, Manson's partner in crime;and my very best friends in the whole world: Megan, Alyssa, Emily,Noel, and Adele. I had met them at a concert in St. Louis, and we immediately hit it off.

>Adele was so silly and fun to be around with her pervertedness, and openness to talking about sex. The interesting thing about her was that she was a Bitch, and that she had a new color in her hair every two months. She was tall and thin, and beautiful, I admit I had been jealous when first meeting her. And I still love her.

>Megan, at first didn't open up to me until we had gotten well into a conversation. She loved Marilyn Manson as much as me, and she was a great singer. She was also a great artist and writer, and had the best handwriting I had ever seen. She had a couple of piercings as well, all of them she did herself.

>Emily was really short, an inch shorter than me! But, I learned quickly that she doesn't take shit from anybody. We decided to call ourselves the minjas, she is Minja I, and I'm Minja II. She is really smart, and has a loving boyfriend named Josh. I wouldn't be surprised if they get married one of these days.

>Alyssa was the biggest stoner i have ever come to know. She smokes more than megan like damn. She LOVES Frank Ocean

>And, finally there's Noel. She is ultra skinny and pale, but beautiful in a gothic sense. In fact, all of my girls are beautiful. She is originally blond, but dyed her hair red/brown, with purple streaks. She has a great sense of humor, and is open-minded. But, she too has some bad habits. She is self-destructive, and doesn't give a shit. She has a wonderful boyfriend named Joe, and they're planning on getting married soon. I will be in their wedding hopefully.

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"Love, do you want to open your gifts now or after you have your breakfast of cake and ice cream?" Manson asked, smiling. Everyone stared at me expectantly. My stomach growled, and everyone heard, they all laughed.

"I think that I would like to have my breakfast now," I said, "if that isn't too much trouble." I smiled, and blushed as I pulled the covers over my naked body. Manson and Pogo went down to get the cake and ice cream, and some plates and silverware. The rest of them sat around me.

"Now that you're an adult, what are you going to do with your life, Leonore?" Lexa asked.

"Psh..." I sighed, "I have no idea. I am happy and content with life the way it is currently. I don't want to ever leave here, and I don't think I have any qualifications for a real-life job. I'm at the mercy of Manson, since I never went back to school after 8th grade." Lexa didn't know about Manson and I being "together", she believed the rumors about Evan, or if she thought that her and Manson were together. I didn't know, she didn't tell me what her thoughts on it were exactly. Then again, Manson and I haven't told anyone of our relationship except for Miranda.

"If I were you, Leonore I'd stay here as long as you can. You have the life!" Noel suggested.

"You lucky bitch," Alyssa said with a smirk, then she ruffled my hair.

"Now, put some clothes on you whore!" Jessy said, walking in, "sorry I'm late."

"Jessy!!!" I jumped out of my bed and ran to hug her, "what's up?"

"Oh my God, Jami gave me the most beautiful bracelet," she held up her arm, on it was a chain bracelet with pink roses with tiny gems in the centers of them. She smiled, "I think that he is the one." She handed me a gift bag, and winked, "a little something for the both of you," she whispered in my ear so that no one else would hear. Okay, so she knew too.

Manson and Pogo came back up and we ate cake and ice cream together. I put on a black, sparkly, figure flattering evening dress just because, with a minx fur that Dita had left behind. I was feeling vintagey today. We talked for hours about random things and Manson made jokes. I noticed Evan staring at him adoringly and wondered if maybe she liked him more than he liked her. Then, I opened my gifts at around noonish.

Manson- A pearl necklace I had seen at Zales that i really liked, "Eat Me, drink me" his new album that he wrote for me, but says he wrote for Evan, and some barettes.

Lexa- a gift card to ticket master, and green tea pocky

Evan- lots of candy, gift card to Baskin robbins

Jessy- sexy lingerie!

Megan- A scorpion necklace

Noel-a box of Sprinkles cupcakes, Playboy stuff (my latest obsession)

Emily- A bong

Adele-A shit ton of Japanese candy

Alyssa- Henna and eyeliner

Pogo-My very own doll version of me that he had custom made, and a doll version of Manson.

Tim-A guitar and amp

Sarah-Rolling papers

Rebecca-A gift card to Starbucks, and film for my camera