************* im soo sorry for not updating. the thing is all my ideas were gone its like they got up and left my head but this story needs to come to an end but there are still a few more chapters anyways back tot he book**************
***peeta***
how could she do this to me? i loved her with all my heart, how could she do this to me. I hated her at this moment, i didnt want to but thats how i felt. i wanted nothing to do with her or that bastard.gale. even his name urkes me. Last time i felt like this was when i was going into the hunger games knowing that i might lose the only person i have ever truly loved. the feelings and memories were back. i tryed everything to put them back to the back of my head but nothing worked. i dont know how long i have been standing next to the door were everything went down but at that very moment, the person i have ever truly loved or so i thought walked through the door. she look at me with those beautiful gray eyes. she stared at me as to say "are you okay?". i didnt care at this moment. tears filled my eyes and just like that i snapped. i couldnt control myslef and i just started yelling and crying at the same time. i didnt even know half the things i was yelling at her then i ran out the door leaving katniss on her knees with her face in her hands.
i wanted so badly to go back but i was hurt. i ran and ran. i didnt even know where i was going. when i finnaly slowed down, i looked around and noticed i was in the woods. everything was so calm but i couldn't stay here, everything reminded me of katniss. the smell, the animals, even the air reminded me of her.
two minutes passed again until i found myself running again and this time i ran to the only place i could think of.
district11.
i didnt even know why i was going there. probably because there is nothing there that would remind me of those two. i cant even say there names anymore. it felt like someone was stabbing me over and over and over again.
***might update soon***
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Years after the rebellion: a hunger games love story (on hold)
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