I'm a good liar
I can mask my pain
With a ghost of a smile
I can mask my anger with a pitiful
Submissive, silence
I'm a good liar
Especially to myself
I lie and tell myself
I'm a good person
That I'm a good human being
That I can and am better
But it's hard to keep up
With those sort of lies
That'll do nothing
But hurt me in the end
I tell myself I love you
That all of you are my best friends
But my secret?
I hate all of you
Including the one who started it all
Me
I'm the one who started it all

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Friendship is Not the Same as Toxic
PoetryI can't do this on my other account since a lot of these poems are dedicated to certain people that follow me and my life stories and such. These are personal to me so please don't say anything too negative. Other then that, please enjoy.