fuck and dump

September

Ok so this is my story, it started all of 9 months ago. There has definitely been some crazy times threw out my life in these past few months. it wont have much dialogue especially in the beginning bc honestly I just cant remember anything we talked about that long ago. its going to feel more like diary entries instead of chapters. Its going to start off quickly so I can get you guys into modern time. Hope you enjoy!!

September 3 2019, as I drive threw  the  gates, past the welcome sign, and into parking lot 5 my nerves are out of control. I'm shaking, shuddering and texting my best friend, Lisa like crazy. I needed to know how far she was, what she was wearing, what type of bag she brought. I was just stressing, however Lisa was all calm and relaxed she didn't need anyone to hold her hand while I couldn't even walk to class alone. It was on that day that I thought my anxiety was at its worst, however I was way wrong .

I see Lisa's car pull into the parking lot and she pulls up right next to me.

"Could you have driven any slower? you know I don't like to be late" I tell her as she exits her car.

"Oh relax! I don't know why your so nervous. We have class with the same kids from high school, your not goanna meet anyone new."

She was right, our high school was a trade school, our trade was Architecture. Lisa, me and 22 other students from our high school are all in a special program called PATH. Its a grant program covered by New York state and they are paying for us to get our associates degree in Civil Engendering.

"Yeah I know I just don't know what's wrong with me,  start of something new I guess"

We laughed it off and walk up this giant hill to get to or first class, physics. Now Lisa had no problem walking up that hill she did it without so much a strain in her breath, I however  was huffing and puffing all the way to the top, and I didn't catch my breath until I was sitting in class for 10 minuets. You see I am an unattractive, overweight  girl who just hasn't gotten her life together. Lisa was a beautiful size 8 big boobs girl while her best friend was jabba the hut. Mine and Lisa's relationship started 5 years ago one the second day of school. We were in gym class and I had noticed she was in all my other classes the previous day. When she asked to sit next to me I quickly said yes and thus the birth of a new friendship.

 As class begins I start to relax knowing that I've been in classes with all these other kids for 4 years now, we all know each other and were goanna be fine. on the other side of the class room I see the two hottest boys I think were in our high school. mike and Gabe. now all the other girls are our school would tell you Gabe was the hottest and the only reason people liked mike was for his money, however I disagree. I thought he was hot as fuck.

I honestly cant even remember what we talked about that day in class, all I  remember is the next day we meet a new addition to our group.
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one day down so many more to go. I just kept telling myself everything was going to be fine and to relax. first class of the day was physics lab, me and Lisa walked in and sat at the back of the room. we didn't have individual desks for this class. there was a giant table with 6 chairs around it. on the bored it was written" 4 to a table" . we were the first two there. after some time rose and Vincent came to sit with us along with a new boy by the name of Shawn. a few things were running threw my head. who is this Shawn boy? why did he choose to sit with us? he must have been in the other architecture class. there's 5 people at this table, I might be the dumbest will they kick me out? should we kick Shawn out? or maybe Vincent? oh I really hope its not me. the teacher tells us by next week we should have our seating arrangements fixed and started teaching the first lesion. that was a weight off my shoulders for the day.

physicals lab was our one and only class for that day normally I would have been heading to work right after however me and Lisa decided to go get lunch. its a blank what we talked about but I do know I brought up Shawn.

" so who do you think is goanna leave our group? Shawn maybe?"

" maybe that Shawn guy could be smart. we should get rid of Vincent or consider rose"

I felt so good to know that she wouldn't kick me out.

" yeah Shawn or Vincent whoever, I don't care."

new week when it came to Physics lab some news was sprung upon us. rose was no longer in our class because she hadn't passed algebra. looks like it was me, Lisa, Vincent and shawn. I was starting to get to know Shawn and realize how much of a nice guy he was.  two weeks into the semester Vincent dropped out of school causing our group to be smaller but our friendship widen. shawn automatically became apart of mine and lisa's friend ship. I didn't mind having him around and neither did she. it felt as if we knew him for years. he would make us laugh, come shopping with us, give his opinion, and most importantly go out to eat with us. after knowing shawn for a while his friendship turned into a relationship.