fuck and dump

November

November was the start of my hoe career. I got with 4 guys within that month. I remember thinking how cool I must be to be getting dicks. I loved the fact that no one knew besides me and my friends, however that was about to change.

you remember Gabe? the hot guy in my class? well he had a tinder as well and I had swiped right on him about two days ago. called Lisa up as soon as it happened to let her know the big news.its unimportant what we talked about, just that know Gabe had the chance to swipe right on me.

we were sitting in physics, lisa sits in front of me and Shawn next to her. from my seat I can see what Gabe looks at on his phone. out of the corner of my eye I see that he was on tinder. all I kept thinking to myself is what's goanna happen if I pop up? after a few minuets I look back over at his phone to see my face on it!! holly shit, this is my chance, lets see if he swipes right. I cant control my excitement and start tapping Lisa's back, needing to tell her what I'm witnessing.

she turns around and whispers "I can see his screen too, now relax before he notices"

I take a deep breath and look back at my paper, about a second later I feel my phone blowing up. I look down to see a few texts from the kids in my class. why are they texting me? I thought. all of them were asking me the same question.

"you have a tinder?"

what the fuck how did they find out!?!? Gabe just had it on his phone, its not like he shouted It to the class. I pick my head up to see everyone staring at me. I don't like attention so I put my head back down. I responded to one of the kids

"how do you know that?" I asked

"Gabe just sent a pic of your profile to the group chat"

he did what!!! how fucking dare he!? I didn't show everyone his tinder so why must he show mine? I felt so embarrassed I couldn't look at any of these kids anymore. my anxiety went threw the roof. I couldn't even think about getting up to use the bathroom alone, I now needed someone. I didn't respond to my classmate and just went home after class. I told my mom I was feeling really sick and couldn't go to work. sometimes she fights with me about going in but thankfully that day she was alright with it.

I couldn't get over what happened in class that day, normal people would be like, ok it happened so what move on. but not me. that's all i thought about all night long. whats everyone going to say to me tomorrow? will they look at me differently? should i say its a catfish? why would he even send it? s many questions were surrounding my head i think I barely got an hour of sleep that night.

the next day our first class was physics lab. i used to be able to park my car and wait for Lisa by the building, now i sat in my car and had her walk over to me. I couldn't even brethe walkng threw the class room. since I sat in the back I had to walk past anyone to get to my seat. I knew they were all striring at me.

"So Emily I heard your here to fuck, not love. is that true?"

"Emily are you here to learn or only fuck?"

"so does that mean you don't show affection during sex?"

these questions and many more were thrown my way the next day during class. I had decided I was going to tell everyone I was being used for a catfish, until I realized Lisa had already told the people who were texting her that it was infect my tinder.

I handled it way better then I thought I was going to. I fake laughed at all these kids while they made fun of me. I responded to a few people letting it be know I only wanted to fuck. for the next 2 weeks that's all anyone was talking about I felt. I never did live that down. everyone knew about it. even the kids who went to different colleges from my high school knew. everyone started talking abut me.

I was just really proud of myself for the front I put up around those kids.

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let me introduce you to the four boys of November.

first off we have derrick. If he would let me I would fuck him everyday.

next I met Brandon. he showed all the wrong and still to this day I don't know why I agreed to meet him.

then came esia. a quickie at the mall

and finally albert. my first heart brake.