fuck and dump

2. Derrick, 3. Brendon & 4. Esia

I cant truly remember when but I do know that me and derrick had matched on tinder. we were talking for about 2 weeks before meeting up. I honestly loved talking to him. he was funny and cute and definitely dtf. at this point in my life however I was not ready for sex. I still thought that it would be special. I told this to derrick and he agreed with me. while we were talking there was never a dull moment between us. every night we would face time and threw out the day we would text. I truly couldn't wait till we got to meet up.

on November 12 it was Lisa's birthday. we had class in the morning and I lied to my mom. I had told her we were going out afterwards to celebrate when in reality I was going to hang out with derrick. I left school to go to the train to pick him up. you could tell we were both nervous and silent but it wasn't awkward. we decided to go to a parking garage at ridge hill. I drove us all the way to the top of one and park the car. we were taking for a few minuets before derrick leaned in to kiss me. for some reason I really couldn't kiss him. I giggled every time he would come close. and because of this reason he wouldn't get hard. I tried to suck his dick but he convinced me he wouldn't be able to cum. he asked me if I wanted to fuck instead. I automatically said no. I wasn't ready for that, how could I let him fuck me!?

"please? lets just try it once, I promise if you don't like it ill take it right out"

I hesitated for a moment thinking it threw in my head. I really like derrick and maybe if we fuck that would give us a chance of being to gather. I finally responded

"fine, but when I say stop, you got to stop" I said

we got into my back seat and tried three different positions, not one of them were working. he told me that its easier in a bed. we finally got into a position that felt good. I allowed him to place his half hard dick inside me. after three thrusts he was hard and fucking huge, atlases 8 inches, tom could have only been 6. i screamed and he whipped his dick right out

"what's wrong" he asked

"your really big" I replied

he laughed it off "can I keep going?"

I hesitated and that was bad. his dick fell limp and he said there was no chance of getting it to go back up.

"I think I should just go. maybe well do this again when your ready" he told me

I nodded my head with disappointment. I knew I shouldn't be so hard on myself. this was only my second attempt. I think I was upset because I knew I lost my shot with him. as I drove him back to the train he was very quiet and we didn't talk much, definitely the awkward type. when we pulled up o the station he checked the time to see how long till the train comes

"the next once comes in 30 minuets" he announced

"oh, do you want to wait in the car with me till it comes?" I genuinely asked him

"no its ok, ill just wait around in there"

and with that, that was the last time I ever saw derrick. we texted for like two days after that but he left me on opened. and then a few months later we texted for a few days but once again I was dubbed.

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brenden & esia are not a big part of our story but it needs to be said that there were people before this next gentleman. brenden was a crazy stalker kid. we had matched on tinder, I hadn't given him my number and he was already telling me he loves me. I really didn't want to meet up with him but he somehow found out my schedule and knew what times i was at school. he made me drive up to school 30 minuets early one day so we could meet. i was honestly scared out of my mind and made lisas and rosie drive up there early just incase he kidnapped me.

he was a horrible kisser, stunk like cigarettes, and was ugly as fuck. I was so glad when he got out of my car and unmatched with him. crazy part was, 2 days later he showed up on my tinder as a supper like. no way was a matching with him again. then I look at instagram and snapchat and see he added me on there!! I had no clue what to-do I just blocked him and prayed for the best. he would text me from time to time and call me up at like 3am just to wake me up to see if i was dreaming of him. he was a bad situation.

esia was a quick blowjob in the cross count parking lot one cold day. he as high as a kite and that made his cum taste gross. he keeps hitting me up to suck him off again claiming I'm the best he's ever had but i just don't want to do it.