fuck and dump

5.albert pt2

after that night at the mall me and albert texted all weekend long. I really did enjoy our time together. I thought albert could be the one. the guy that I land up with. the reason I delete tinder.

before meting him I was only down for one time hookups however now all I wanted was albert. other guys would hit me up and I would totally ignore them. I would post cute selfies in the hopes that he was see them and swipe up. I did everything I  could think of to get his attention.

after that Friday night me and albert met up the next Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. we would meet up in the morning and make out, sometimes head was involved. on Wednesday I explained to albert that I was a virgin and wanted to louse it to him.

after telling albert this I thought we would like kind of start a relationship but that did not happen. he said since it was my first time he would make it special for me. he was always telling me how he wont throw me away like other guys, he would be there for me, wont fuck and dump. everything he knew I wanted to hear.

well I knew albert for about a month, maybe a little less. this was actually big for me. I never talked to a guy for longer then 2 weeks. I would get bored with them by then and just drop them. but in the beginning albert was different.

after that first week of meting our texts and relationship changed. I felt as if I needed to beg to get him to see me. he would go a while without opening y snaps, and make me feel unwanted. about the middle of the 3rd week I texted him and told him we were done. I couldn't keep getting hurt. he knew I liked him, we talked about it, he said he wasn't ready for a relationship and I was totally ok with that. I was cool with just fucking him.

when I tried to end things he freaked out and was like no school and work is just a lot right now but I promise I want to see you. so I gave him another chance. we planned on meeting at a different mall that Friday night.

now what I'm about to talk about happened a few times, I cant remember the dates or anything important so this is kind of like historic fiction

so it is Friday afternoon, I'm sitting at work counting down the hours till I can go home. I'm supposed to go out with albert tonight . were going to hookup at the mall again. its 3, were supposed to meet up at 5. I look at my phone and see a text from albert.

he must be texting me to confirm tonight, I think

when I open my phone the message read

"Emily don't hate me but I cant meet up tonight, I got stuck working overtime"

oh, hurts a little but its ok, he a nurse it understandable. I responded telling him its alright and well di it another day.

"what about tomorrow night? I'm off" he claimed

"sure same mall same time?" I asked

"perfect" he responded

was I upset that I wasn't able to see him today? of course but I'm goanna see him tomorrow and it'll al be good

Saturday comes and I tell my mom I'm going out with my friend to the mall bc our plans got canceled from last night.

I leave the house and text albert, telling him I'm on my way. the mall is about 30 minuets away from me, I think it was only like 20 from him. I drive up there and park in the garage. I text telling him im here.

no response

I waited at that mall for 2 hours. I couldn't go home, my mom tracked me and could tell I was only there for 30 minuets. I sat there hopping he was on his way. I made up excuses, his phone died, he just forgot but he's coming, he got called into work. I sat there an hour in looking on snapchat when I saw he posted.

there he was, him and his two cousins at a bar down the street from where were supposed to meet. well obviously his phone wasn't dead. maybe he was just stopping there then on his way o me? but I had texted him, he obviously saw them.

I cried in my car for the next hour wondering why he wouldn't want to meet up with me. I came to the most obvious conclusion. I was fat and ugly and he wanted nothing to do with me.

I went home upset. good thing my parents weren't home. I walked straight into my bed and passed out. I awoke with no texts from him, he posted a ton of snaps however.

I decided to text him

"thaks for standing me up last night"

he responded 5 hours later only saying

"sorry"

I was so mad and done at that point. I wasnted to scream. he hurt me so bad. we didn't talk till about tusday.

"hey" he texted me.