I know, and I dont want to know
Because knowing hurts too much
And not caring is painless
But too simple, easy and suchI see, I feel everything
Everything scary is suddenly near
I know without wanting
I cant do anything but fearFuck, Im running out of breath
Hold me close, tell me Im fine
Im talking to silence, nobody there
These problems i cary are just mineThe world is unfair, that i know
Its running wild, we have no control
It doesnt care, doesnt give a fuck
Im falling apart along with my soulI hate it all, I really do
But im in love with it, i fell too deep
Chaos is my reality, dreams are my escape
Too bad i cant fucking sleepSo at the end, yes, i know
Its hard not to if i dare say
Live or die, do or no
Life will kill me anyway