Hell on Earth/Complete

Part 1

How is it that people can be so cruel to themself and/or others? How could someone love someone but threaten them? How could someone kill themself? Can't he imagine the tears that would be fall everyone? That even the Earth would weep for what seemed forever because of his death. How could he do that?

That is what crossed my mind and many others. Yet hadn't the others and I felt like the couldn't go on. Not everyone knew him personal but some did. I wish I could have confronted him even though I did not know him. I now remember the many times we had crossed paths. Me wondering "Who is this person?" and that I wanted to get to know him.

Yet, that opportunity never came until his death swept this world. My world. The world were over my lifetime I would feel as alone as he and as happy as anyone could be. I had friends and a life I loved. Not to mention the medication. But then I heard of his death I became considered for everyone in my life I love and even the ones I hated.

I want but more so need for them to know my love for them. Because like the kid they might be gone in a flash. As I saw how it affected everyone especially the teacher I began to feel just as low as them. Just one look at them and the "normal" me had vanished. And it never felt like it wouldn't come back. I am curious right now if it will come back.

Though the event is very much tragic it makes everyone much more grateful but yet still empty. Like a pit that you can't see where it ends. Is it to hell? I don't want to think that such a beautiful soul could go to hell. He might of killed himself but I can feel the love that is up there for him. I mean I am not much of a believe. I am sceptical to put it mildly but deep down in my heart I know that he is where is ment to be.