By Chance

Chapter 20

----Mel's POV----

It's been over a week since losing the baby almost dying myself. I'm finally back home with Jon now. He's at practice right now so I let myself go, crying uncontrollably in bed, which I haven't left since I got home.

"Babe..." Jon says wrapping his arms around me pulling me into his lap. I still can't stop crying. "you're gonna hate me for saying this Mel but in time it will get better it will be okay."

"how are you doing so well with this.." I sniffle out.

"Trust me babe I'm not doing so great... I got in a fight with one of the players today." he says pointing to the cut on his face.

"Babe.." I say kissing his cut. "look at us we are both a mess....."

"I know..." He says kissing forehead as feel his tears drip down on me.

I woke up about 2 hours later, I look over and Jon who is sound asleep. Looking at him I realize I need to her myself together because I don't want to lose the man I love.

I took a hot bath and put on a pair of leggings and one of my favorite sweat shirts of Jon's and some fuzzy socks I put my hair in a bun and some light makeup. I go downstairs and look in the fridge, almost empty, I look in the cabinets empty as well.

I go up stairs and wake Jon up.

"Let's go shopping, we need food. I'm surprised you haven't starved." he let out a chuckle.

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2 hours later and a heaping cart we head to the checkout.

Looking at the magazines I see one with Jon and I on the front page.

Shaky I lift it up and read the headline "Toews loses baby."

Tears swell up in my eyes as I put it down. And I feel Jon lace his fingers between mine.
"Breathe okay?"

I nod and just look straight forward.

I think to myself.

Will I ever be okay?

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A/N

Omg I have been MIA for so long I am so sorry guys! But I'm back for now!

Thank you all for the reads and I know this is super short but I feel like you guys needed an update.

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