Secrets ( TW ff Stiles)

Misunderstanding

The next morning I got to school before first period started I caught up with Stiles when I walked through the metal doors that lead to hell. Whoops, I meant Beacon Hills High School. Go Cyclones! "Hey Q" he greets me with a bright smile.
"Hey" I say back, but not as happy because of what I am about to tell him. I just hope I don't hurt him and he feels the same way about this situation that I do. Okay so here goes nothing.
"So about last night, it meant nothing it was just to stop me from having a panic attack. Right? so thanks, but we can just forget about it. It was just some stupid way to stop me from dying because of hyperventilating." I say quickly walking ahead of him and into the school, I didn't want to hear his response, because it might be the one I don't want to hear, but it could also be the one I wanted to hear. It was a a 50/50 chance, but that is one of the risks I am not willing to take. It could literally make or break me. Scott came up running and stopped beside stiles. "What's up?" He said seeing his friends frowning face, knowing something big happened at he felt bad, guilty, or sad about it. He knew that this would impact him in a huge way. He just didn't know if the outcome was going to be negative or positive. "I had my chance and I blew it."
"Dude, What do you mean?" Scott questions.
"I kissed her and I blew it." He said sadly.
"Hey man, well there are plenty of other fish in the sea you'll find one better than her, but even when you find another one you got what you wanted, her kiss."
"That is the problem Scott, I only want her. There is no one better or prettier or smarter than her in my eyes."
"Remember what you said to me when I got dumped?" Scott asked hopeful.
"I'm not getting drunk." Stiles yelled annoyed. Lydia and Alison ran up to Quinn "So how was it?" They asked excitedly.
"Hi to you too. And how was What?" They rolled their eyes. "The kiss, duh!"
"It doesn't matter, it didn't mean anything." I said normally. Lydia gasped. "A kiss means everything. You don't just kiss someone for no reason. There had to be a reason what was the reason?"
"The reason was none of your business"
"We are your friends your supposed to tell us." Lydia says pretending to be hurt with fake crying. "Lydia always a drama queen." Alison laughed at my comment as Lydia glared at me. "But seriously just forget about it." I said linking my arms with both of theirs considering they each were on one side of me walking away with the girls to class. It was just a kiss nothing to talk about.

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