I Adore You

Chapter 4

After the park Derek took me home. It was late so it was cold and he gave me his jacket. The white jacket that he wears all the time! It smell so much like him, he smells like the beach and I love it so much!

He walked me all the way to the door, I gave him back his jacket even though I wanted to keep it, as we stood there his fingers went through his hair our eyes met, and I felt like we were gonna kiss.

"Well I had a fun night with you I hope you did too," he said as he held out his hand and broke the very awkward silence.

"I did it was super fun, we should do this more often," I said blushing, and I gave him back his jacket.

"Well I'll talk to you tonight," he said. With that cute smile that he does and the freckles make is 10 times more cute!

Derek dropped me off around 9:00. I went upstairs to see my meth headed mom on the bed drunk again! I went straight to my room. I had to FaceTime Max and Ken. I told them about my amazing night out with Derek.

"Derek gave me his sweat shirt, you know the white that he always wears," I said while blushing.

"Omgg I bet it smelled just like him," said Ken!

"Yeah it did," I shouted!

When I got done talking to them I got a call from Derek. He sounded like he was crying. But he was trying so hard to make it sound like he wasn't crying.

"Hey you okay?"

"No, Bethany and I just got into a fight," We're about to break up."

"Do you still want to be with her?"

"I don't know I don't really want to because I'm kinda getting feelings for someone else, but we have been dating for a long time, and she was my first love!"

Was he getting feelings for me or for another girl? I hope he was getting feelings for me!

But I knew I had to try and help him because when he's sad it makes me sad, and the reasons to stay with her were very good reasons. I texted him a minute later.

"I'll help you," I said sounding all sweet and gentle.

He texted me back like 10 minutes later....

"It doesn't matter, we broke up," he said with the crying emoji.

I felt back for him, I truly did. But where does that put me. His friend, his new girlfriend, or maybe a no body, just a helpless friend.

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Hope you enjoy this chapter!