Crazy For U

On the road again.

After seeing Blu break down like that I needed some air. I needed to regain my composure so I could be strong for her. I stepped into the hallway just so she wouldn't see me cry.
As I wiped my face Laurent, Eleni and Imani were heading in my direction.
We all walked back into Blu's apartment.
"Kehlani I'm tired." Imani said.
"Okay go get yourself together for bed." Blu said smiling at her.
If I hadn't been witness to what went down you would've thought she was just fine. I looked into her eyes and though there was a smile on her face I could see the pain lingering in her eyes. I wanted to hold her until the pain went away. Once Blu was done cleaning the kitchen. She sat down and entertained us.
After a couple of hours of conversation she took us back to our hotel.
"Stay with me." She said.
Laurent and Eleni starred at each other then back at me.
"Go ahead mon frere us can take a later flight" Lau said.
After making sure they made it in safe we head back to her apartment.
"Come on I need a bath." She said throwing her keys and purse on the counter.
We head to the master bathroom in her room. I watched as she undressed. She turned on her ipod connecting it to the speakers in the shower. She turned on the water running a bath. I got in first extending my hand to help her in. She laid her body against mine. The softness of her skin and the scent of of her hair was intoxicating. Even though I was turned on her energy was still off. I held her body close to mine trying to make the pain go away. She turned and straddled my body tears flowing from her eyes. I pushed her hair from her face. Kissing her tear tracks.
She continued to ride me as if it was relieving her of the torture she was feeling.
"Tell me you love me." She said.
The desperation in her eyes and her voice was heartbreaking. It was really tearing my heart into shreds. The truth was I did love her more than she knew.
"I don't care if you do or don't I just need to hear it." She continued.
I touched the side of her face.
"Please." She begged. "Just tell me you love me."
I pulled her close to me "I love you Kehlani." I said.
Her tears flowed down her cheeks while she held on to me. Her body was trembling.
Two Ocasions by The Deele begin to play perfect timing I thought.

I sung to her. Her body relaxing and her tears stopped. She kissed me passionately.
"Thank you." She whispered in my ear.
"Non worry I'll always be here for you baby."
"I love you Larry." She said.
We sat in the tub in silence for awhile before getting out. Afterwards we laid in her bed just holding each other. There was no sex that night just our souls connecting. After awhile we both dozed off.
As the morning light crept into the window and swept across her sleeping face sadness set in knowing that I had to leave today. I removed the loose strands of hair from her face. I laid there engraving her face in my memory. I would travel back to New York every chance I got I promised myself that much. I kissed her forehead. Slowly her eyes begin to flutter open. The sunlight made her eyes dance.
"Good morning." I said kissing her lips.
"Good morning"
She sat up and stretched. Then head toward the bathroom. She brushed her teeth as I nibbled on her ear.
"Now see you gonna start something we ain't going to be able to finishzq ." She said.
"I just need just a little to hold me until I see you again."
We went into the kitchen. I tried to behave myself but she just kept tempting me. She found herself pinned between the wall and me.
I picked her up wrapping her legs around my waist. She kissed me so with so much passion my knees buckled.
"Eww get a room" we heard a voice say.
We both began to blush.
"Hey Imani you sleep good." I said.
"Yeah."
"Breakfast is almost ready."
"Okay."
Imani continued to get ready for school. Once breakfast was ready we sat down and ate. I helped clean up the dishes then we jumped in the car to drop Imani off. After saying my goodbyes. Blu and I head to the hotel. I went to my room and grabbed my bags we all packed our stuff in the trunk of Blu's car. We were off to the airport. Once there we went through security then waited on our flight. Once our flight arrived I hugged Blu with all my might. I didn't want to let her go. " I love you Kehlani and I'll see you soon."
"Call me as soon as you land." She said
With that I head toward the plane. I kept staring behind me trying to catch glimpses of her face.