Crazy For U

Stronger are the bonds that ties us

The longing to be loved is a strong one. When the person who is suppose to love you unconditionally doesn't it's heartbreaking. Blu watched as we bonded with our mother. I saw how much she wished that her and Imani had that. She tries so hard to hide the pain inside her. But you can see it in her beautiful eyes. As my mother showed her pictures of us when we were smaller she smiled. The things that my brother and I thought was embarrassing were things that Blu would never have. Blu had been trying to hide it for weeks but I knew about the custody battle she was getting ready for. Inside she was completly dying while on the outside she smiled like it was nothing. I hear her crying when she thinks nobody's around. I wish I could climb inside her and defend her heart from any and everything that would harm her. Because she is so guarded she would never let anyone know how much she was hurting. But Blu was a warrior a fighter this I knew. I do think if she loses Imani it would crush her. My mother just suddenly threw her arms around Blu and hugged her.
"You non never have for be alone again . You have us. " she whispered in her ear.
"Pardon Maman but I need for talk to mon belle." I said.
We walked out into the backyard. I hugged her for what seemed like an eternity.
"What was that for?"she asked.
"No reason." I said kissing her" are you enjoying yourself?"
"Yes." She said smiling.
As the night went on we laughed we talked we ate. It was going to be our last night together for awhile. We had to get back to work and Blu and Imani were going back to New York in the morning. But something felt off there was a nagging feeling that maybe I should return to New York with them.

ELSEWHERE IN NEW YORK.....
"Hey Lehlani what's up ma? You still sexy as hell."
"Hey what's up boo?" Lehlani said slowing down her pace.
"Where you heading?"
"Got to go to court next week. So I'm about go shopping"
"Damn Ma why?"
"Because my stuck up bitch of a daughter wants to fight for custody over Imani."
"Damn wish it was something I could do to help." Damien said as he lit his blunt.
"Pass that shit." Lehlani said as they sat on her stoop.
She took a pull and a devious plan entered her mind.
"Shit I could just fucking get rid of Blu." She said taking another pull.
"You want to kill your own daughter Lani that's cold."
She beckoned Damien to follow her into her apartment. Once the door was closed she poured two glasses of Hennessey she straddled his lap grinding on top of him.
"You help me do this" she said unfastening his pants pulling out his member. "you can have this every night." She let him enter her wet opening riding him until he was breathless. Before he could cum she entered him into her mouth swallowing his seed.
"Whatever you say Ma." He said still high off of his orgasm. She climbed off of him smiling wickedly. She lit the blunt that she was smoking and took another sip from her glass before laying out the plan.
"Just make sure this shit don't point back to me."

Meanwhile back in Paris....
I got a weird feeling in my stomach something just wasn't right. Usually when I get these feelings I'm right about them.
"Bebe you sure you non can stay in Paris for awhile."
"Don't be silly Larry you know I have to work."
"I take care of everything please jus stay here with Maman least til us finish these next couple of workshops."
She looked in my face and saw fear. I didn't even know why I felt this way but I knew my intuition was never wrong.
"Everything is going to be fine baby." She reassured me.
I smiled and said okay but that gut wrenching feeling just wouldn't go away.
"Come on I wanna spend some more time with your family before I have to go home."