My hidden feelings

Chapter 1: Getting ready

Hey Guys and Girls. Welcome to a new book of mine. I hope you will enjoy this one as much as my other books. I will try my best to make it as interessting as I can. Comments are welcome if someone wants something in this story or wants to tell me about things I could improve. I will try to put it in the story or try to fix and make the story better.

Anyway. I will let you read now. Hope you like it.

See you in the next chapter,

Caro :D

Jack POV

"Thanks all you guys for watching this episode! If you liked it PUNSH the like button in the FACE! LIKE A BOSS! And High-Fives all'round *wapsh* *wapsh*. Thanks all you guys and I will see all you duds IN THE NEXT VIDEO!", I said my outro with a lot of energy. With a sigh I turned off my camera and stared for a few minutes at my computer screen. A yawn escaped me then and I looked at my watch, while noticing my growing exhaustion. Surprised it rolled over my lips: "Wow. It is really already five minutes till 11 p.m." Amused I stood up and stretched my body. My legs tingled slightly from me sitting so long and my fingers hurt a bit too. //Well, I shouldn't be so surprised. I've been recording a lot today.//, shot it through my head and I yawned again. "Okay, my bed is calling for me now! I have to edit a few videos tomorrow, before sending the rest to Robin! Also I haven't packed my things yet, so I still need to do that too.", came it tiredly from me.

//I can hardly wait. I'm going to visit Mark for almost three months. Bob and Wade also planned to come over for a few weeks too. This is going to be the BEST HOLIDAY EVER! ... I'm just sad that I have to fly back after Pax is over.//, I was talking to myself in my head. With a sigh I went towards my bedroom, but on my way I heard the TV running and slight laughter from the living room. Curiously I stepped into the room and quickly found Signe laughing on the couch. With a smile I sat down next to the brunette and asked her: "What are you still doing up so late? Sleeping problems?" Still amused she said to me: "I'm watching a movie, what else did you thought I would do? I just couldn't fall asleep when I tried so I sat down here and started watching. Besides, you're the one to talk, you're still awake too." "Hey!! I need to prepare videos for the time I am gone on my vacation. I don't want to remind myself to record for the first few days I am over there. I want to relax a bit.", I answered quickly to justify myself.

While rolling her eyes Signe meant: "I'm just messing with you Sean. ... But I am curious about something and slightly worried about it too. ... Are you sure you can stay around your crush for over two months, spending every day with him and to not confess your feelings for him?" The question surprised me and I began to blush a little. "Well I don't know exactly. But I'm going to give it my best shot, so I won't risk my friendship with him.", rolled it over my lips afterwards. A slight sigh came from her when she heard my answer, before she said: "Okay, do whatever you think is right, even though I think keeping your feelings locked down is dangerous. ... Well, just know that I'm going to be very happy for you, if you two would get together." "Yeah I know Signe. But who knows what's going to happen. However, I think it is very unlikely. Not to mention the fact that Mark is in a relationship with someone new for a while now. ... Now that it comes to my mind again. Have I ever thanked you for accepting me how I am now and that you're not mad and disappointed? That we are still good friends and roommates, despite my realization that I'm bisexual?", I asked with a slight smile.

Amused Signe looked at me and replied: "Several Times Sean. But I think it's cute that you always asked me again. Also I could never be angry at you for that. We both felt something has changed between us and I knew you were unsure about something during that time. We haven't felt how we used to feel for each other. ... Also don't be so negative about it. I'm one hundred percent sure that Mark and you will get together. He only had send you a message saying that he went out with someone on a few dates, not that they are a thing. So we have no idea whether they are a serious subject or not. You still have a chance to win him over." She was right about that, I was very unsure that I would ever have a relationship with Mark. Signe and I had ended our relationship about a year ago. This certain, wonderful feeling just wasn't there anymore between us. Three months after we broken up Signe met someone new, which is now her boyfriend. He is a lovely person and we three do stuff relatively often together.