soft love [ finn wolfhard x reader ]

022 | cigarette daydreams

IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY READ THE PAST CHAPTER SO THAT THINGS WILL MAKE SENSE

N O O N E ' S P O V

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the joyful girl looks at her phone and realize its dead, she remembers that she didn't charge it when she washome for two full hours.

she needed her phone to text Paige if she wanted something from a store.

"hey bub can i borrow your phone for a second? i need to text Paige if she wants something from a certain store or something," y/n asks joshua

"yeah of course let me unlock it first." joshua says as he opens his phone. "here ya go" he says as he smiles at the girl.

"okay cool thanks" she takes his phone and opens imessage. she notice a name with a heart on it thinking its her contact name but then realize it isn't.

Lily 💗💗

seeing it raises a million questions popping up in her head all at once.

who is lily?is that her sister? does he have a sister?i don't remember anything about a sister?did I mean anything to him? was everything a joke to him?its probably nothing. but why do i feel this thing in my gut where it tells me that it probably isn't nothing.

she gets this feeling in her gut that somethings wrong. usually y/n doubts herself but this time, something was telling her to look at the chat. so she does.

Lily💗💗

10:24am

Lily💗💗
hey babe
can't wait to see you next week💞

Joshua😍😘
me too babe💗
work is fucking irritating
i miss you so fucking much

Lily💗💗
i know bub
i fucking miss you too
our anniversary is coming up
hopefully i can spend it with you🥺

Joshua😍😘
yes it is b
if im not there in time for our
anniversary, ill make it up okay?
i love you so much ❤️
last week was fun

Lily💗💗
okay bub
hehehsh yes it was
long distance sex hit different🤪
i love you🥺

just reading a little bit of it hurted her. she felt this overwhelming sadness and anger fill her tiny body.

what the actual fuck, come on y/n you just wasted your time on a two timing asshole good fucking job. i thought he had work last week, i guess fucking not. the girl thought to herself

two minutes have passed, and her heart was completely broken. she tried to process everything all at once but her mind was full of rage and regret. she gets out of imessage and goes to a different app.

if he thinks he can fuck me over why not get a free ride home. the livid girl thought to herself

she gives him back his phone angrily and he asks me whats wrong.

"woah woah hey whats wrong? what happened?" joshua asks as he looks at his phone confused.

"us happened. you and lily happened. we are done you asshole. how the fuck are you in a committed relationship and you're on a date with me you dick?!" she yelled, fuming with anger. he avoids her gaze and she scoffs as she walks away from him deciding to wait for the uber somewhere else.

"wait! y/n let me explain— no shut the fuck up! stop fucking following me!" joshua tries to explain and she looks at him dead in the eyes, filled with anger and despair, cutting him off before she continues walking away.

he stops walking and yells, "fine! YOU'RE A DUMB BITCH ANYWAYS, I CAN FIND ANOTHER BITCH TO REPLACE YOU" the cruel words leaves his mouth

anger fills the girl even more, the uber car pulls up and before she gets in she yells, "DIDN'T YOU CONSTANTLY ASK ME FOR HOMEWORK ANSWERS DUMBASS?? BESIDES I PULL WAY MORE GIRLS THAN YOU" she gets in, slamming the door and the car drives away.

y/n gets home and the smell of her lavender candle fills her nostrils. she takes in a deep breath and start to tear up. her emotions are all over the place, she was enraged a minute ago and now shes tearing up.

memories of todays events flash her brain and she starts to laugh. finding it funny how she really liked a guy named joshua bassett. (no offense to his fans :p)

she sighs and sits on the couch, she covers her face, trying to give herself a minute to process everything that happened.

she opens her phone and goes on instagram. she gets notifications about the post she posted of her and joshua. she archives the post and throws her phone away.

out of the things that could've happened, this happened and today too. happy valentines to me the gloomy girl thought to herself

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AUTHORS NOTE

LMAO um i haven't updated in about 3 months HWVEHSHDH but uhm anyways yall we still in a pandemic and we still have trump as our president. i cant handle the plot for this year😃 im in junior yr and im stressing about college and shit so thats fun but uhm anyways yall i watch anime now HHAHDJSHDHAS i kinda dont stan finn but i still stan sadie☺️ but this book is fun and i lowk still love finn so imma update every now and thenLMDAORHEJEJ i cant handle this yall
if yall want me to stay in touch and learn more ab me just ask questions on my authors note and ill most likely reply😗 and if that keeps happening ill maybe make a spam book🏃🏽