Ben and Me

4: ALEX SHAW!!

Noah and I get to school at around 08:30 the next morning, just in time for registration. We sit around 3 rows from the front and just start talking shit as we normally do. Hunger Games, carrot cake, our plan for the day, gossiping and so on.

And then he walks in. Ben Fletcher with his little pals. Well not little because they are all like 6"0, but not the point. Ben is in front, with Nathan and Jake following him. Nathan and Jake are kind of hot as well, but they don't quite have what Ben has. Ben wears his shirt a size too small so you can see his figure. Ben wears tight trousers which shape his ass and bulge. He knows that people look. He loves it when people look. He loves the control he has over people who look. He makes sure his hair is a little messy, so you didn't think he cared, but the mess is organised, the mess is controlled. He winks at the pretty girl of the class as he walks past her, making her want him, but he isn't interested. He just wants to control.

I wish he'd wink at me.

I wish he'd want me.

Oh fuck, I realise I'm staring at him again. I look away sharply, and as soon as I do, I see him glance over to me in the corner of my eye. He gives a grin when he sees me. Probably thinking what ways he will torment me. Regardless, it turns me on. I grab my crotch and readjust my trousers so my cock doesn't show too much as it gets hard because of him.

As Mr Willow starts the register, I go back to what Noah is saying.

"Alyssa... Charlie... Bryn... Tristan... Alex"

Silence.

"Alex. ALEX SHAW!" Mr Willow shouted.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

'Uh yeah here, I'm here!' I hurriedly replied.

And just at this time, I heard the word 'fag' come from the back of the classroom. I knew exactly where it came from.

Ben.

I turn around and look at him, and he is sat there laughing with Nathan and Jake. And then he winks at me. I instantly turn around and put my head down. Redness rushed over my face. I'm definitely glad that I adjusted my pants because this made me feel some kind of way.

"Ben Fletcher, get out of my classroom this instant. That kind of language never had and never will be acceptable in my room and anywhere in school!" Mr Willow was always a kind of an ally. He didn't tolerate shit and I respected him for it.

Ben strutted out arrogantly, still grinning whilst he did. I avoided looking at him. I didn't want him to embarrass me again in front of the whole class, even though the first time did turn me on a bit.

After hearing Mr Willow talk about expectations and behaviour, registration ended about 15 minutes later, and with that we all left the room to go to first period. Me and Noah walked out together because we both had science with Mrs Grimshaw. We walked out of the door, and there Ben was, sat there like the arrogant little shit he is. He was man spreading, bulge fully on show with his hand resting on his inner thigh. We made eye contact. I honestly nearly died on the spot. Seeing him in this position, directly in front of me made me want to get onto my knees and go to town on him.

"You like what you see, gay boy?" he said while thrusting his hips up and down. They all laughed so I just walked away with Noah down the corridor, trying not to make a mess in my pants.

Why does he torment me so much? Does he know that it turns me on so much? Does he know how badly I want him? Does he know what effect he has on me? Because Jesus Christ, I'm going to struggle getting over him if all I can think about is being on my knees in front of him, willing to do whatever he pleases.

Anyway, science...