Can You Feel My Heart (If I Had One)?

The Truth Part Two

For lisili1

A/N: Still trying to fix them.

Under Mitch's grandmother's watch, I was allowed to see him. I was actually surprised at what she let us do. Like right now, we were in the living room and I swear my body couldn't get closer to his by another inch. He was holding my face in my hands while we were feverishly kissing each other. My hands were slipped under his shirt to hold his sides.

"Mitch!" His grandma called for him. He pulled away breathless.

"I'll be back." He tried to get up with a giggle when I pulled him back down on my lap to kiss his cheek. "Scott, please." I let him go with a small smile. That boy. He does so much to me that I can't explain.

"What's wrong?" He grinned at me, shaking his head.

"Nothing." His legs were thrown over my legs and his arms wrapped around my neck. He nuzzled his nose into my neck. "Can we do something?" My fingers followed the outline of his spine lightly.

"Like what?"

"I want to talk." My head was resting against his.

"About what?" He unbuttoned a couple of buttons on my shirt so he could rub his hand along my smooth skin.

"Were you ever human?" His fingers outlined some of the scars. I swallowed nervously. I didn't know what to say. The truth? I felt like he deserved it.

"Yes."

"What happened?" I bit my bottom lip.

"I did it to save my family. Transforming into a monster."

"You say monster but I don't think you ever were one." I teleported the both of us into his bedroom, shoving him back on his mattress. "Scott. My grandma-"

"Shh...." He sat up on his elbows to kiss me. I slipped my hand pass his pants and I earned a surprised gasp. "Is this okay?"

"Hell yes." He pulled me back into a kiss. I stood up after he was finished. That was incredibly sexy. I can't wait to be able to take him. I shook my head. I can't be thinking like that. He was different. Special.

"You knew about demons. How?" I turned around to look at him.

"I found some of my dad's old journals."

"You knew I made the deal with him?" He nodded. He held my hands and tried to tug me back down.

"Are you mad at me?" I came to sit next to him.

"I'm not mad at you." We sat in a comfortable silence.

"You said family...." He waited for me to continue his sentence.

"My wife and my little girl. I traded my life for theirs." I closed my eyes, seeing Cassandra's hurt face. She had been so damaged. "I was cheating on her because back then being gay was....unacceptable."

"How old?" He paused. "Was your daughter?"

"She was four. I couldn't let my little girl die because of my mistakes." Mitch's arms wrapped around my neck from behind.

"I bet you were a wonderful father." He kissed my cheek.

"I make a better demon."

"Could you be human again?" His hands were resting where my heart was silent. I wasn't an ordinary demon. The demons that can't get there human forms back, like Carter, are the type that die and are sent to hell. They're made demons. Then there are the demons like me. That are forced into deals to repay a debt and given guidelines before they can return to human form.

"No." I lied to him. I didn't want him to get his hopes up. My hope had died long ago.

"Kiss me?" He was so quiet. I did as he asked. He was on top of me, my back being pressed against the mattress while my lips move with his. I was surprised by him bringing my hand to grip his butt. It was adorable how innocent he was. I felt myself getting extremely turned on. I felt his hand try to go below the belt. I grabbed his wrist.

"Don't Mitch. Now is not a good time to tease me."

"I wasn't going to tease you." There was a small blush playing on his features.

"No." I chuckled. "You don't have to do anything like that. You're pure. You can still be a normal human."

"But normal is boring. I like you. I like being around you. I like kissing you." I propped myself up on my arms.

"I like making you smile and blush. You're beautiful." He gasped, looking down at his hand that was resting above my heart. There was a heartbeat. I was trying to figure out a way to explain it.

"That happens from time to time."

"Liar."

"There are so many things that you don't know Mitch. That you shouldn't even know." He was searching my face.

"Why?" I brushed my fingers along his cheek.

"I have to keep you quiet. Our time that we spend together can make you a target to other demons. The things you know...." I brushed my lips along his jawline. "You could become like me. A monster that everyone fears with the bumps in the night." My eyes flashed their blood red. He didn't flinch. I don't think I would ever tire of him not being afraid of me. For the past two hours I have been ignoring the sensation of a deal. And it will continue.

"It's not that bad. Being like you." A grin was making his dimples show. "Because I l-" We were interrupted by his grandmother knocking on the door.

"Mitch?" She spoke. Mitch scrambled off of me with a frightened expression.

"Go! Leave!" He was whispering as loud as he could. We were forbidden from being in his room.

"What were you going to say?"

"Nothing! Now go." He still kept his voice quiet. I teleported to one of my deals. I've only know Mitch for about two months. There's no way he could already being wanting to say what I think he was going to.

Was he falling love with me?

And was I falling in love with him?