The Untold Truth

6

He's leaving today.

I don't know how to feel, I'm happy for him but on the other side I'm completely broken. I'm going to miss him like crazy, just the thought of not seeing him everyday makes me want to throw myself under a bridge ..... okay that might have been extra , exaggerated expression but u know what I mean .

This is stupid , and i know you guys are going to hate me for this but ...... he still doesn't know I'm pregnant.

No one knows actually, but my parents started to notice my morning sickness .... and to be honest I'm scared .

I don't know if I'm ever going to be able to tell them because I'm  really scared.

A few days ago, I was in the living room just doing homework and my mom was cooking . The smell of the food filled my nose and it immediately made me run to the bathroom and throw up .

My mom quickly ran in the bathroom with me and asked me if I was okay. Long story short, after that I went to my room and I felt someone following me when I turned around I notice it was my brother Juan.

I quickly ran to my room and tried to close the door but he pushed me away from the door and was able to get in , then he locked the door .

"We need to talk" he said

Fear started running all over my body making my mouth go dry and my face get red . I couldn't get any words out my mouth so I just stayed quiet and looked down .

"Vanessa look at me ! " he said as he grabbed my face so I was looking at him "what the fuck is going on with u!! Huh? " he said screaming right in my face

"N..nothing"  i said my voice coming out weak

"Oh really? Then why the fuck do u always throw up in the morning ! Why the fuck do u feel dizzy sometimes ! Huh? Tell me why the fuck are u acting so fucking weird ! " he screamed

"It's nothing Juan I swear !" I said as tears started rolling down my eyes

He then grabbed my wrist very tightly and got close to my face, i could see the anger in his eyes and it made me feel more scared .

"Are u fucking pregnant! Did that fucking dumbass Dolan get u pregnant ! Because if he did trust me Vanessa he's fucking dead ! And you're out this house ! And fucking trust me dad is going to agree with me ! Bcs our family "The Lambert's" didn't raise no slut !" He said looking straight into my eyes

I knew he didn't meant all that, Juan and my dad say some very hurtful things when they're mad but they don't mean it, it still hurt tho

Tears still rolling down my eyes I slapped him as hard as I could, I knew he didn't mean it but I was still not going to let him disrespect me like that. This was the first time me and Juan have ever fought like this, I've never ever hit my brother . We've always been so loving and supportive towards each other but this was just in the heat of the moment .

"Don't fucking talk to me like that ! And you're not going to do shit to Grayson ! He's leaving tomorrow to LA."

"Oh so he's going to leave u pregnant," he said as he sarcastically laughed " yeah that mother f*cker is not finna do that , I'm telling u Vanessa be fucking prepared to bury that pice of shit . Cuz if you're pregnant he's  10ft under ground so tell him to fucking watch out ." He said as he opened the door

"I'm not fucking pregnant Juan and you're not going to do shit to Grayson because if u touch him I'll fucking kill u !" I said

He just looked at me and gave me and evil smile as he walked away he started laughing and said "yeah sure, I would love to see that "