The Way We Made It Happen [UNDER PAINFULLY SLOW EDITING]

Chapter 35 - Smokin' her up.

A/N- SO DID YOU GUYS LIKE IT OR WHAT?!

MIKE, BUEHAHAHA, lame.

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-Zayn's POV-

"Dude, when are you back?" Liam said as soon as i answered the phone. "Huh? Tomorrow night, why?" i said, he didn't even let me say hi.

"Thank God" he breathed a sigh of relief. "Whats wrong Liam?" i asked, he sounded nervous, slightly erratic.

"Go meet Hannah as soon as you come back" he ordered. "Huh, what the fuck happened?" i asked, slightly irritated because he wasn't  responding to me.

"I can't tell you, i promised her that i won't. She wants to be the one who tells you and i want her to do it ASAP. So please just listen to me for once and do as you're told." Liam snapped.

"Hold on, is she alright?" i asked, worry coursing through me.

"She is now, not 2 days ago" he answered, his tone low.

"2 days?! Its been two goddamn days since whatever happened to her and you're telling me now, Liam, great friend you are!" i huffed, pissed off.

"You know what Zayn? I wasn't even supposed to tell you okay? How would you feel if you came back here and Hannah told you everything including the fact that if it wasnt for Lou, Harry and I, she would have been meat? And that we never told you. That would be me being a great friend right?" Liam said, his voice rising. 

I let out a breath, "I'm sorry Liam, i just got angry. Thanks for the heads-up"

"It's fine, Zayn, but just go easy on her for not telling you straight away, alright? She didn't want to spoil your trip" Liam said, probably with his hands in his hair.

"Yeah,okay" i said, "Liam?", "Yeah?" he said, his voice laced with anxiety.

"Thanks for whatever you guys did, and i mean it" i said, feeling a surge of gratitude for my friends.

"It was luck. And Niall is one hell of a protective brother, how did he even let you date Hannah?" Liam asked me, laughing.

"Oh, i have my ways" i said

"Anyways, take a breath, don't stress, we'll talk later" he said, hanging up the phone.

It has to be serious if Niall was involved, but what could it be?

Mike...

No he wouldn't. He was just scaring her. Must have been something else.

It's really strange how Claire and Mike resurfaced at the same time.

Could it be? Claire...

No, she didn't know about Hannah and I. How would she?

Possible though, her obsession with me was weird anyways.

No no, it isnt logical. Must be something else.

I ran a hand through my hair, frustrated. I needed a smoke.

I walked out onto the balcony, placing the cigratte between my lips, lighting it. I thought back to the last time i took a smoke. It was on Hannah's balcony, after she told me about Mike. 

I smoked not for fun, but when i was sad, stresseed and frustrated. She wasn't exactly happy to discover this habit of mine but she let it go when i told her its occassional and the ones i smoke are the cardium ones. So they aren't as harmful.

I took a long drag from the cigarette, tilting my chin up to puff out the smoke.

I remember that evening as i sat on the chair in her balcony doing the exact same thing. She had walked up to where i was sitting, carefully placing herself on my lap. Her legs tucked under her.

I remember how she leaned towards my lips for a kiss, before i could exhale the smoke. I tilted my head back, away from her, exhaling slowly. Her lips had found a way to my neck, kissing me below my ear, "I love how you make something so remote, look sexy" she had whispered, her arms around my neck.

She wrapped her hands around my wrist, turning it so that the butt of the ciggartte touched her lips, she leaned in and took a drag, not couging, easy like she had done it before. She turned her face up, her back arching, pushing herself into my chest. I kissed her throat, feeling it tremble with the exhale.

"I love how you are so sexy" i said, my lips on her neck. I drew a thin line on her neck with my tongue, blowing air onto it, i felt goosebumps rise on her skin.

I smiled, remembering her soft weight on my lap, her lipgloss at the end of the ciggarette after she had taken a drag.

I really wanted to hear her voice.

"Hi" she said softly, answering the phone.

"Hey love, i miss you. So much" isaid, getting straight to the point.

"I miss you too, more than i expected to" she said, i'm sure her lips were curling into a smile.

I took in a deep breath, "You're okay right?

She didn't say anything for a few seconds, i could hear her breathe.

"I- I was waiting for you to come back.." she said, her voice shaky.

"Don't worry, they didn't say anything to me, Liam just told i should talk to you ASAP once i'm back" i said, i hated her sounding so sad.

"Okay, thats fine, i didn't want you to worry on the trip. Its fine now. I'll tell you once you're back." she said, her voice, steady. But barely.

"Hey hey, its okay Hann, its fine, but please don't stress yourself out too much, i hate it that i'm not next to you, with my arms wrapped around you. I'm sorry" i said, running a hand over my face.

"Shut up, its okay. I have to go now, Cole's mum is calling me down for dinner. I'll talk to you later?" she said,

"Okay, bye, love you" i said, balancing my elbows on my knee.

"I love you too" she said, hanging up.

I put the phone down, taking one last drag of my smoke, closing my eyes.

I really love Hannah Baker, i really do.