The Way We Made It Happen [UNDER PAINFULLY SLOW EDITING]

Chapter 40 - Shhh..I trust you.

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-Zayn's POV-

I looked up, expecting to find Hannah, but all i saw was Claire, her bleached brown hair hanging loosely around her face, her eyes glassy and she was looking at me like i was like fine wine for her to taste.

"Get away from me, you whore" i snarled, my lips curling distastefully.

"I'm not a whore Zayn! I'm your girlfriend" Claire snickered.

There was something really strange, why were we in Hannah's house? And why was Claire here? Where is Hannah?

Slowly, Claire began to strip, she slowly slid the tshirt of herself,  a scar streched from across her stomach and disappeared under her bra. She bent down and slid off her shorts and tossed them to me, i backhanded them out of the way.

"C'mon Zayniee, lets have some fun" Claire purred, coming to stand in front of me.

"Get away from me, i don't want to have fun. At least not with you" i said, turning my face away.

I felt her fingers on my cheek, making me look at her. She slid her hand behind her back and unclasped her bra. She tossed it in a corner, her body in my face.

Once she was fully naked she came to sit on my lap.

I don't know what came over me, i slapped her. Hard.

Hard enough for her to fall off my lap. I had a smug smile on my face, till i saw the girl who was looking back at me.

Hannah's hazel eyes looked back at me from where she was on the floor, i dived towards her to wrap my arms around her.

"I trusted you Zayn" Hannah sobbed, her face streaked with tears. 

"Hann, baby I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it!" I was pancicng, tears streaming down my face.

"Zayn, i loved you. I thought you loved me too" she cried, her naked body being racked with sobs.

"Baby please..." i said,

"Stay away from me!" she said, her voice angry, backing away from me.

"Hannah, baby, please" i pleaded with the girl i loved. How could i have hurt her like this, but i swear to God it was Claire.

"Stay away from my sister you bastard" I heard Niall bellow advancing towards me.

"I told you, you'll never be happy if you don't meet my daughters needs" Officer Middleton's voice echoed in my ears.

"Zayn!" i heard Hannah's voice. I squeezed my eyes shut.

"Zayn!" she hissed.

"ZAYN!!!"

I opened my eyes to see Hannah bent over me, her hair cascading downwards framing her face.

I took her face between my palms, "I'm so sorry love, i'm so sorry" i said, pulling her down to kiss me. "I'm so sorry, you know i'd never do that right? I would never hurt you. I love you so much baby, please. I love you so much, don't go baby, please" I pleaded with her, kissing her again and again emphasising each word with a kiss.

"Zayn, sweetie. Its alright, its okay. I love you too, i won't leave you." she said, her hands placed on the bed, either side of my head, looking down at me.

"You were having a bad dream, I'm so sorry, Cole called, i had to take it so i went onto the balcony, i didn't want to wake you" she said, her fingertips against my forehead, brushing stray hair off it.

"I- I'm sorry,baby. Its just that i sleep well when you're around, i don't know. It makes me feel secure, even" i said, my fists clenching.

My nightmares had to end. I can't be doing this for long. 

"Zayn, why were you apologizing to me in your dreams?" Hannah asked, still balancing over me on her hands.

I sat up, pulling her onto my lap, burying my face into the crook of her neck.

"In my dream..uh, i was in your living room and uh, Claire was there. She was insisting that she was my girlfriend and i told her off." I breathed in the scent of Hannah, her arms wrapping around me.

"A-and she stripped down till she was completely naked and she came to sit on my lap, i don't know what came over me, i slapped her so that she falls off me, a-and uh, when she uh, looked back at me....It wasn't her face anymore, it was yours" my eyes watering again at the thought of actually hurting Hannah.

"Hey shhh, its okay Zayn. It was just a dream. A bad one" she cooed, rocking me. My face on her chest. "You know i'd never do that right? You i'd never hurt you right, baby?' i said, pulling back to look into her eyes. 

"Zayn, i know I'm the safest person when i'm with you. No one can do anything to me, not even you. I trust your love for me more than i trust myself" she said, looking into my eyes.

She kissed the top of my forehead, "Okay?"

"Okay" i said, my body limp around her.

Sometimes, i should let her comfort me too, maybe I need her as much as she needs me. Even more i would say.

"How about we go back to sleep now?" she asked me softly after a few minutes.

I nodded, wrapping an arms around her waist, drawing her close to me. I kissed her, her lips melted into mine, her body arched to fit with mine. She was made for me, the piece of me i never wanted to loose. Her hands moved across my shoulder and into my hair, tugging it towards her, deepening the kiss. I place a hand on her chin, holding her lips against mine. Our legs entwined under the duvet, bringing our bodies as close as possible.

"Why is it that everytime we're eye to eye , I see another piece of you that I don't want to loose?" I said, running a hand through her hair.

"Because I'm so amazing, among other things" she laughed, rolling her eyes.

I kissed her forehead, my lips brushing towards hers

"I love you, Hannah Baker" i said, placing a soft, last kiss on her lips.

"I love you too, Zayn Malik" she said, her hands stroking my cheek, making me drowsy.