The Way We Made It Happen [UNDER PAINFULLY SLOW EDITING]

Chapter 46 - My secret place.

A/N- Just to avoid confusion, this is the Prologue scene from Hannah's POV

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-Hannah's POV-

"So, where are we going?" I asked Zayn.

"Now, thats a secret, babe" he said, looking over at me and winking.

"Pfffftt" I scoffed, crossing my arms in front of me. Its been around a week since that fight with Zayn and when we had sex in the gym locker room. Our relationship feels slightly changed since then. Not in a bad way, theres just a deeper sense of understanding between us, an understanding of each others likes and dislikes, prefrences and stuff like that.

I feel more secure with him than i ever have.

"Zayn" I groaned, wrapping my hands around his arm, "I'm dying, please tell me where we're going".

"Paitence, love" was all he said, resting his hand on my thigh.

"We have to be at the party by 8, just remember that" I said, leaning back against the seat and accepting the fact that he wasn't going to tell me where we're going.

"And not a minute late. Shit that rhymes" he said, smirking at me.

After around 10 more minutes, Zayn pulled up near a filed. We were dangerously close to upstate rigth now.

"Whats this place?" I said, getting out and standing near the drivers side door.

"Its a place where I come to write music about you" he said, slinging his arms across my waist, pulling my back to his chest.

"A special place just for me, what about the cliff?" I asked, turning around and slightly pushing him against the hood of the car.

"The cliff is wherre i write music. But this is where I write music for you" he said, cupping my cheek in his hand.

"Aren't you a secretive little thing?" I said, playfully tapping his nose.

"Oh yeah, that I am. And you're the only other person I share them with. You have to be in here to know whats up in there" Zayn said, pointing at his heart.

"Are you trying to make me cry?" I laughed, pushing back tears.

"C'mon, lets go sit in the field" he said, tugging my hand and leading me into the field.

He chose a patch of clear field, where there was no grass or anything. He sat down with his legs in front of him and motioned for me to sit between his legs. As soon as i placed myself between his body, he wrapped his arms around me, his chin resting in the curve of my neck.

His stubble tickled my skin, "Zayn, that ticklish" i said, leaning further back into him, his arms wrapping tighter around me.

"What, this?" he said, moving his cheek across my neck once more making me giggle.

"Its so windy here, doesn't feel like we're in New York" I said, regretting not carrying a jacket.

Well, how was I to know my boyfriend is bringing me to a field in upstate NY?

Zayn wrapped the front of his leather jacket around me, and i inhaled the scent of him wrapping around me. He always wears the same perfume,the Hugo Boss for Men. 

I remember gifting a bottle to him a few months ago and since then he always uses it.

"I'm going to miss New York, you know" he said softly after a few minutes of silence. 

"Yeah, me too. What will you miss the most?" i asked him, his fingers running along the side of my bare arms, i knew he loved to do that. 

"My sisters, my parents. Aaron and Melissa. Randomly driving off to the cliff with you, singing for you at the club, sitting here like this with you in this field. Everything we do here and can't do in Jersey." he said, kissing my cheek softly. "What about you, what will you miss the most?"

"Mostly Niall. Maybe my parents, but I'm used to missing them now, it feels stranger when they're around. I'll miss Aaron and Melisssa the most out of my friends. The others are very obligatory anyways. I'll miss the cliff too" I said, turning my face around slightly so that I could press my lips to his. 

The kiss was sweet and long, his lips moved slowly against mine, savouring it. His tongue slowly slid into my mouth, allowing me to do the same, he brought his hand up to the back of my neck, holding it in place from the awkward angle from which we were kissing.  

We kissed for what seemed like ages, before he broke the kiss, his warm breath fanning over my cheek. He kissed my jawline, my neck. 

His teeth slightly nipped at the skin there, my skin stung but it felt good. I felt him swipe his tongue over the bite, and blowing on it. The sensualitly of the action raised goosebumps on my body.

"Funny how its's been 5 months since we're dating and this is your first love bite from me" he said, kissing the purplish bruise on my neck.

"Actually, its the only love bite I've ever got" I said, my cheeks turing red.

"We'll have to work on that now, don't we?" he said, when i turned my face back around looking ahead of me.

"Hannah Baker, I can't tell you how much I love you. " he said, after a few minutes, burying his face in the crook of my neck.

Intense pleasure pounded through me hearing his words.

"You don't need to tell me, i already know" I said, throwing my head over his shoulder.

His lips found my exposed neck, slowly kissing it. Each kiss sent tingles up my spine. His arms were still warpped tightly around me, pressing his body against my own.

"Zayn, you want to know something?" I said, my eyes still closed as his lips never left my neck. He mumbled something against my neck which sounded a lot like a "yes"

"When I was dating Evan, I thought I was in love with him. But how could I have been in love with him if I was attracted to you when we were dating? Like that day you pulled me away from the lockers, my whole body was tingling from the brief time our bodies were together. I mean, i never knew what love was until I met you. Love doesn't need time, it doesnt need sex and it doesn't need two people to constantly be up each others asses, even though I wouldn't mind yours, its quite cute. You tau-"

"You think my butt's cute,huh?" he said, cutting me off and quirking an eyebrow at me.

"Very cute, indeed. I just love love love you so much, i just do and nothing is going to ever change that" I finished, his lips still kissing my neck.

"I love you too Hann, so much. I've realized that it's not too much to ask for something great, because you're something great and I have you. You're all I want, that it hurts sometimes." he said, bringing my eyes to his. 

His eyes were their usual deep brown, they looked like melted chocolate. His eyes held so much, lust, compassion, hope, trust, security, strength and most of all, love. As long as I had his love, I wouldn't need anything else.

Then, we just sat there, our words of love hanging around us, warming us with their essence. The silence engulfed us. It felt so right and so beautiful.

"C'mon lets go" he said, after a while, getting up and pulling me to my feet. We were walking across the field when he stopped, yanking my body against his, his arms wrapping around my waist as his lips crashed onto mine. My hands instantly tangled in his hair and i stood up on my toes, our bodies pressed against each other.

"I love you" I said, pulling away from this kiss.

We walked to his car, when he tossed me the keys. "You drive" he winked at me, getting into the passenger seat.

I giggled, knowing exactly what he wanted, remembering the first time he had taken me to a secret place of his.