Queen of Meeren

Problems

"Daario. Where is my daughter?" Dany found him in the hall. Alone.
"In her room My Queen." He answered but he was staring Jon who was standing behind her. Dany nodded and turned to leave but Daario couldn't remain in quiet. "So I suppose daddy arrived." He could kill Jon with his eyes.
Dany stopped and took a deep breath.
"It is none of your business Daario Naharis." She stated with a fake smile.
"It is actually. I am the first guard of the Queen. As I remember that man betrayed and left you and I don't think you are in save with him." He answered and spun his dagger. "And you want him to be close to your daughter? After what he did with you?"
"As I said it is none of your business." She raised her eyebrow. "He is her father. He has every right to meet with her." She answered and Jon smiled a bit.
"You forget too easily." Daario continued.
"Enough." Jon stepped forward "What is your problem?"
"You." Daario eyeing him. It was clear Jon is a strong and muscular man but he was so small. He couldn't help himself and smile cynically. "I don't trust you." He pointed to him with his dagger.
"The feeling is mutual." Jon frowned.
"Hah." He laughed "it seems you forget I was the one who was next to her meanwhile you betrayed her and left her alone."
"You better watch your mouth." Jon became nervous.
"Otherwise?" He stepped closer to him.
"Enough." Dany stepped between them. "You both want to keep me and Missandei save I appreciate it. But I swear if any of you continue this cockfight you can just go and find another Queen to serve." She was talking seriously. Jon nodded and took a step back. He followed Dany outside. When they were far enough he grabbed her arms and stopped her.

"Is he your lover?" He was so jealous. He felt how his blood boiling.
"What?" Her eyes widen and she shook his hands off.
"I am not blind. You acted like a family earlier in the hall. A sweet loving family. Is he your lover or not?" His eyes were darker than usual.
"You have no right to ask this question." Dany raised her voice "he was there when everyone else left me. Including you. He helped me and protected me. Me and your daughter. He treated her as his own child when she needed her dad. Who was not here."
Jon swallowed his answer but he was still staring her.
"He was my lover before I left Meeren. Before I met you. He would do everything for me. He would never betray me no matter what I do." Her words were a knife in his heart.
"He loves you." Jon stated quietly and he hated it. Dany lowered her head. "Doesn't he?"
"He does." She nodded.
"Do you love him?"
Dany raised her eyes to him and her face became angry. She doesn't understand how he could ask this. After their evening together.
"Do you?" He asked again.
"Maybe he was right." Dany answered and kept the eye contact with him "You don't deserve to meet with her. Why should I trust you if you don't trust me? Why should I trust you if you questioning my feelings for you." She was clearly annoyed and turned her back at him.
"Dany I didn't mean it. I..." he felt ashamed. "I just... wish I would have been here with you instead of him."
"But you weren't because your morals were stronger than your love for me." She told him above her shoulder then walked away.
"Fuck" Jon hit the wall with his fist. He hated she was right. When she was begging for him years ago to listen to her what she wanna say. When she tried to explain it he was just left her there. Told her to leave before someone would kill her... she had no idea how hard that was for him too. He did it to save her because he knew if she stays there maybe his own sister kill her.

Dany went to Missandei alone. She loved Jon but she had to defend Daario. Without him, she had no idea how would they survive in the first few years. He was the one who gave her the courage to start again. He was the one who believed in her those years. Yes, he did it because he hoped one day she'll return his feelings again. That was true but there was no other man for her just Jon.
"Darling. What is wrong?" She entered into her room.
"Nothing." She smiled. "Where is the wolfman?"
"The wolfman?" She smiled.
"Yes. The man with the wolf crest." She looked up to her mom with her deep brown eyes.
"Why are you asking?"
"He was kind and he wanted to talk with you." She blushed.
"Do you like him?" Dany sat next to her and hugged her.
Missandei nodded.
"He told me the wolf wants to protect me. The white wolf which follows me in my dreams."
"He did say that?" Dany smiled more. "What else did he say?"
"He asked about my dad." She was playing with her fingers. Dany swallowed a big one.
"He is a very good friend of mine. He cares about you. He just ... couldn't be here earlier."
"Doesn't matter." Missandei shrugged her shoulder "There are others who care about me. Did you asked Daario?"
"About what?" Dany wondered.
"He wants to be my dad or not?" Missandei smiled with hope. Dany shook her head and gave a kiss to the top of her head. It will be harder than she thought. She grew up with Daario. Not with Jon. She loved Daario what was not a surprise. He always gave her the attention and love while her real father was far away.
"But you will right?" She asked again.
"Sure baby. I will." Dany answered and at that moment she had no idea how she solves this situation. She was afraid how will Missandei reacts if she tells her the truth.

"I thought you have some kind of family reunion at that moment." Daario spotted Jon in the garden.
Jon took a deep breath and tried to control himself.
"What did you think? Came here after 5 years and just continue where you left off? When you betrayed her?" Daario continued.
"You really have nothing better to do?" He sighed.
"No. I don't. My main task is to protect them from traitors and threats. That is what I do now. She is not just my Queen. They are my family." Daario tried to make him mad.
"What did you say?" Jon turned to him.
"Did I hurt your feelings?" He smirked "where was your great love for her when she needed it?"
"You have no idea what are you talking about." Jon hissed.
"Am I not right? You were here? Just hiding somewhere? Sorry I did not notice." Daario was arrogant. "She moved on."
"She will never love you" Jon looked straight to his eyes.
"I wouldn't place a bet on it. She loved me once." He smirked. "Oh what a love that was. Filled with passion and lust. We spent many enjoyable nights together. Her moans. I still can hear it."
Jon placed his hand to his throat and pushed him to the wall. He wanted to kill him at that moment. He tried to breathe and control himself.
"Enough." He yelled and left him there immediately before he would do some hasty thing. He walked into the Pyramid. He should have to think about it. Before he came here. He should have to think about the option maybe she moved on. But that was an unimaginable thing for him. He had many chances to move on. Many wildling women wanted to give herself to him but he refused all of them. He couldn't think anyone else just his silver hair love. She was her other half. But maybe she felt it in a different way. He stopped and leaned to the wall. How could he blame her? He let her down meanwhile she needed him the most. Maybe that was a bad decision. He should've never come to Meeren.

It was late at night. Dany had many things in her mind.
"Is she sleeping?" Daario asked her.
"Yes." She smiled.
"Is he really her dad? That small slippery man?" He raised his eyebrow.
"He is better than you think." Dany answered.
"I don't understand how he turned your head. He is so average and forgives me but you need a real man, not a confused boy who has no idea what he wants." He continued.
"He is the most honourable man I've ever known. He did everything that he did... for the people. He wanted to save them."
"So he chose the people instead of love?" He laughed "he chose them instead of his Queen? Sorry but that is not what I call love."
"He had his reasons." Dany answered quietly.
"Who do you want to convince? Me or yourself?" He stepped closer.
Dany was insecure. She knew Jon loves her. She knew it. But she felt she always loved him more than he loved her.
"What if a problem comes again? Do you think he chooses you over the people?" His words hurt Dany but made her think. She had no answer. She had no idea. Maybe it would be better if Jon never comes to Meeren. Now things are just getting complicated.
"Where is he?" Dany tried to smile.
"If you ask me one of the taverns. Maybe with a girl. He was uptight when he left. And the best remedy for nervousness is between women legs."
"You can keep your wisdom to yourself." Dany answered and stormed out.

Jon was not in any taverns. Not even close. He went to the field where Dany took him earlier. Drogon was there again. He was laying there. Jon could swear he saw the sadness in his eyes. When he walked closer Drogon raised his head then when recognized him he laid back. He caressed his head. He should have been angry with him. It was Drogon's fault. If he did not burn down all King's Landing to the ground maybe things would be different now. He was looking at the big creature and he couldn't believe. He got to know the dragons meanwhile he was with Dany years ago. They always did what their riders said.
"Wish you can talk." He stated quietly "Wish you can tell me what happened that day. Why you did that." He was still caressing his head. Drogon groaned softly as an answer. "You wanted to get revenge on your brother?" He asked him but he knew he sounds like an idiot. Talking to an animal but he has no one else to talk with. "You have no idea what you caused. Have you?" He smiled a bit and suddenly an idea came to his mind. Maybe he should ask Sam... a raven. He needed a raven. He wanted to tell Sam and ask for his help. He wanted to understand and he knew no one else who may figure this out. Sam was his only hope to find his answers. He immediately went back to the Pyramids. He quickly wrote that letter and tied it to a raven and let it go.
"What are you doing here?" Daario was standing behind him.
"Why do you care?" He answered and wanted to walk away passed by him but he stopped him.
"So you betray her again. Where did you send that raven? Westeros? Inform them about how are things going? Inform them about her child?" Daario was hostile with him.
"Let me go."
"No. Now you go to prison and I go to the Queen and we tell her what you did. We'll see what she think about it. Take him" he commanded the unsullied behind him and they grabbed Jon.
"You are going to regret this," Jon yelled with him and tried to free himself but one of the soldiers beat him out.