Stay

Wishes, and him

Jared and I were the best of friends, we saw each other everyday, walked to school together we had something. Something that I have never felt after what happened, we drifted apart when my Mom passed away since I was spending so much time with my Dad that we kind of just forgot about each other. Sad to say is that he was my very first kiss. And last kiss I've had since, he was all kind and sweet. but now... he's one of those jocks, that probably sleeps with girls all the time just for the pleasure! Not because he really likes them. Now it all leads up to today when he came up to me and started saying " hey! Your that girl right??" that was my like 30th kiss?! he giggled like he was all cool. Going with my instinct I said, yes sadly wish it never happened! But actually deep inside I loved it, is lips were like heaven and my drug even thou I only kissed him once at the playground we used to go to.

After that I just walked away, I didn't want to feel anything again since I know he's a player and I don't want my first ever relationship to be terrible.

Lunch hour of course I was studying. I actually do quite well in school, usually A's! I think I could do a lot better but my dad says I'm doing great, I don't believe him. The reason why is because I do nothing right! Making friends, talking to people, sports, being active period.. I was walking down the hall and seeing all the scary looking Halloween posters, everyone was so happy that Halloween was coming since you know parties, the second dance they've had of the year, dressing up at sluts and kitty cats, maybe even losing their virginity since everyone's so drunk. I'm not into parties as you can tell... but for my New Years resolutions and yes I've already made mine..

Is to: 1. Get fit! 2. Get invited to a party 3. Get a boyfriend 4. Lose my virginity this year..

#4 I know is never going to happen this year but its just on there to be on there. I also want to finish all of these by New Years! Except for #4 since we all know!..

The last school bell rang and I was so excited to be out of Ms. Conals class! He's such a jerk. Today I decided to walk from school to my house since I look like a whale. If I wasn't a fatty maybe a guy would just glare at me! Maybe...

When I got home my dad called me over and said "hey hunny, someone's on the phone for you!" My mind was like really??! for me? Never in my life I got a phone call not even for my birthday! I was pretty excited and I ran to the phone to see who it was. I picked up the line and a manly voice came through it saying, "hey, I'm the hottest guy you've seen (laughing through the phone)" I was thinking like what the hell? Who does this guy think he is. I replied with um, hello? Who is this? He said Jared. My whole day got ruined how did he even find my phone number?

Surprising he was kind of sweet... after that introduction he said! He asked me If I wanted to do something tonight. I never ever do things on Friday nights or really ever? I was really mad at myself... but I said yes, I know what your all thinking! How could you go back to him if you don't even like him?! I was wondering the same thing ...

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Hey guys! I hope you enjoyed Chapter 2 of "stay" leave any comments with names! I will need them in the near future! Ashleygrace might meet a few new people so stay tuned!!!