Rough Times

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* before you read this chapter, know I have nothing against danneel and Jensen's marriage nor danneel. She's literally my baby *

Y/n's POV

It's been about two weeks now since I've started this job. I get along with the boys really well, Jared and I have become best friends while Jensen and I have gotten pretty close.

Doing my daily routine of waking up around 5:30, I roll out of bed and head to the kitchen to make coffee. While the coffee is making, I start to get ready. I put my hair in two braids that meet into a bun, do my regular makeup, and get my clothes out. I put on a black halter top, red and blue flannel, jeans and my everyday doc martens. When I'm finished, I grab my things then head back out to the kitchen. I pour my coffee into a to go cup and make my way to work.

I pull up to work, show the security guard My ID then go to park. I grab my bag and coffee then head to the makeup trailer. When I walk in Jared and Misha are already in there. "Morning y/n." Misha smiles. "Hey guys." I say, setting down my things. Misha takes a seat in the makeup chair as Jared's getting his hair done. I begin on Misha's makeup, "the schedule says you have a fight scene?" I asked. He nods. "Looks like I better pull out some fake blood." He laughs.

As I'm finishing Misha's makeup, Jensen walks in. "Hey jense." I smile at him. He doesn't say anything, he just sits down in the chair. I pull out the makeup I need for his look and notice his eyes are red. I mouth to him "are you okay?" He slightly nodes, "I'm good." He whispers but it's not convincing. I nod and ruffle his hair, getting a small smile from him. When I finish his makeup, him and Jared switch places. "All set Jare bear."

Jared and Jensen were about to walk out when I grabbed Jensen's arm slightly, "I know you're not okay and if you need anything let me know." I gave him a reassuring smile. He gave me a hug, kissing the top of my head before walking to go to set. Jeannie and I did the usual through out the day before Robert came in, "Hey y/n can you come with me? We're shooting fight scenes and need blood." I nod with a laugh, grabbing the stuff and following him.

"Alright and action!" They started rolling. Misha was thrown against the wall first then Jensen, "okay blood!" I ran over applying the blood and stuff to make it look real. I gave them smiles before making my way back to where I was behind the camera. "You're all good here." Robert said. I nodded and headed back to the trailer.

* time skip *

I was cleaning the makeup and hair trailer really good since it was Friday and we wouldn't be back till Monday. After I finished, I locked up and headed to my car. Making my way to my car, I had to walk through the cast member trailers to get there. As I walked through I heard subtle crying. Listening to where it was coming from, I realized it was Jensen's trailer. I knocked on the trailer. Hearing shuffling then, "come in." I opened the door and he was sitting on his couch.

Once again he was trying to be convincing but it wasn't working. When he looked up I met his green eyes, more tears threatening to spill. I close the door behind me and set my things down. "Jense what's wrong." I kneel in front of him. His head is now in his hands and he's shaking. "My ex w-wife." He almost hyperventilates. I move to the couch and pull him towards me, rubbing his head. "Shh, its okay." I whisper.

He calms down, "danneel wants full custody the kids. She says I never spend time with them because I'm 'married to my work'." He air quotes. I continue to brush his hair away from his face. "I can't help that I work so far away. And it's not like I don't miss my kids." He cries. I didn't know about his kids. "Do you wanna tell me about them?" I ask. "JJ is my eldest daughter, she's three. My world. Then we have the twins, Zeppelin and Arrow. They're almost 8 months old." He smiles at the thought of them.

Him and Danneel were married when they had the twins, that means the divorce was recent too. This poor man. I check my watch, 7:30 pm. We had an early leave. "Do you wanna go get dinner?" I asked. "Oh y/n I wouldn't want you to have to deal me with moping ass." He shook his head. "I just so happen to care about your 'moping ass' so get up, change from your set clothes and let me take you to dinner." I smiled as I stood up, giving him my hand.

I expected him to walk away but instead he pulled me into a hug. "Thank you." He whispered against my hair. "For what?" I say quietly. "Being there for me. You're a great person." He kissed my head then went to change. When he was finished we headed to a little restaurant, just the two of us. We were seated in a little booth when his phone started ringing. "Damn it." He wiped his hand down his face. "Yeah?" He questioned as he answered.

"Danneel I want the kids when I get back to Texas. You've had them this whole time. Give my time with my children." His eyes watering. I reached over the table and grabbed his hand. "We'll talk about this later." He hung up with a sigh. "I guess I get the kids for a weekend when I go home." He gave me a sad smile. "I'm so sorry." I said barely above a whisper. "Lets just enjoy our dinner date." He smiled and I returned it. Date? Did he feel the same way? We ordered our food and while we waited he showed me pictures of his kids.

"That's Zepp to the left, Arrow in the middle, and JJ on the right

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"That's Zepp to the left, Arrow in the middle, and JJ on the right." He smiled as I looked at the picture. "They're beautiful Jense." I smiled at him. "Zeppelin's a spitting image of you." He smiled and let out a little laugh. "Yeah he's my buddy." He looked down as he put his phone away. I could tell he was hurting. "I miss them. A lot." He whispered. I grabbed his hands again, rubbing the back of his hand. "I know, you'll get through this. And I'll be here for you."

He smiled and wiped the tear that escaped his eye. Our food came and as we ate we continued to talk. "Do you wanna come back to my apartment and maybe watch a movie?" He asked. I knew he didn't wanna be alone. "Sounds like a plan." I smile, sipping my drink. He returned the smile. When we finished dinner, I tried to pay but he insisted. "Jensen I asked you to dinner, I'll pay." He shushed me, "I got this, now come on. We have a movie calling our name." I laughed.

I followed him back to his apartment. He unlocked the door and led me in. "Whatcha wanna watch?" He asked. I shrugged, "anything's fine with me." He turned on the tv and decided on dumb and dumber. As we were sitting on his couch I yawned, "come here." Jensen whispered. He lifted his arm up and I cuddled into his chest. The last thing I remember before falling asleep was him playing with my hair.

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