Cassandra (Unexpected Love Series #1) COMPLETED

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Cassandra's POV

Sa nakalipas na apat na buwan. Summer Vacation namin ngayon, kaya walang pasok. Bali-balita rin na may liniligawan si Clyde na taga ibang school. Syempre nung nalaman ko 'yun, may kakaiba nanaman akong naramdaman. Ang bilis maka move on ah. It's been 3 months since Clyde and Zandresse broke up. 

Na curious ako kung sino yung liniligawan niya, kaya cheneck ko 'yung mga social media accounts niya. Cheneck ko yung Instagram niya at nakita ko 'yung IG story niya. May kasama siyang babae at menention niya.

Iyah. Siya yung bagong liniligawan ni Clyde. Hay nako! Bakit ba ako nag ka crush sayo? Babaero ka ata e. Ay hindi, playboy. Both nalang kaya? To be honest. Tuwing nakikita ko siya iba pakiramdam ko pero pag hindi ko siya nakikita ng sobrang tagal. Medyo nag fa-fade feelings 'yung feelings ko. Bahala na! Hindi ko maintindihan 'yung nararamdan ko.

Last month, nag message saakin si Andrew.  Humingi siya ng sorry sa akin sa lahat ng nangyari.

Andrew said "I'm sorry for everything and I know saying that won't change it, pero I can't stop feeling sorry for what I did to you."

Hindi pa siya nag sosorry, napatawad ko na siya. I realized that I'm the type of person who forgives but never forgets. No matter how many times I want to forget what he did, I just can't. It still hurts although it's not that worse like before masakit parin isipin 'yung mga ginawa niya sa akin noon.

Andrew said that he did loved me but, he was stupid for playing with my feelings. He didn't want to hurt me that much so he tried to ignore me and he did fall out of love. Napunta kay Andrea 'yung buong atensyon niya. He didn't realize that I was suffering too much. 

I loved him too much but then that's just how it is. We can't be together. We might just end up hurting each other. Despite that, we still stayed friends. 

It really hurts to know that we're never meant to be. But I know that one day we'll meet the person who's really meant for us. I loved him too much, that I'm willing to give everything in order for him to like me. But then I realized that I made a mistake too. It didn't made him happy. He pushed me away more. But still, I never regret knowing or meeting him. He's one of the reasons why I am strong right now. He will always have a place in my heart.

He was my first love and my first heartbreak and I'm thankful that he realized his mistakes. I don't want the same mistake to repeat again.  It's so hard to let go of someone you love. I know for now, it will still hurt, But as the day passes. The pain will slowly fade away and I will learn to accept everything.

I'm still young. I've realize that at my age. It's okay to explore. But I should always be careful. People nowadays are very dangerous. You might know them when they're in front of you but when you turn around, their true colors will show.

Mabilis lumipas ang araw. Ngayon, 2 days nalang pasukan na. I'll see him again. I wonder how would I feel when I see him again. I seriously don't really know what I feel towards Clyde. I'm not even sure if I still have a crush on him or none anymore.

Summer Vacation is boring but then, No stress, because No Homeworks, Seatworks, Quizzes, Recitation, Projects, Practicum, etc.

I miss Elily. I wanna see her. It's been 2 months and a half since we last saw each other. I opened my messenger and texted her

Ako: 

eli, na bo-bored ako. labas tayo! :(

Elily: 

Lol. Kaya nga eh.

Ang boring dito sa bahay. All I do is eat, watch, clean, sleep. That's it.

Ako: