Fears of living

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I always remembered myself standing in an old hut alone without anyone thinking how did my life changed into a catastrophe

Never did i realised that the reason it turn into a living hell is because of my uncontrolled fears .I thought that things will change when i tell it out loud , tell everyone how i feel but actually it just made it worst by the second

When I was young I didn't occur to me that i was different. I was not actually .Everyone is the same . People judge you by your skin colour ,your weight , pretty ,ugly

And if you are fat , dark, ugly you need to get used to being bullied , judged and so much more

Though it hurts ,you need to act like it doesn't. You are not alone ,Im here for you guys. I've been there myself. Don't worry time will eventually pass and soon you won't feel the pain anymore

Just remember to cry out , don't tell anyone about it , it will make you even worse

Time will pass ,I assure you ,you will feel better

I've never been this open to anyone because i trust no one . For me everyone will just stab me in the back because of who i am .Because of my face , my looks I get judge .It doesn't feel right ,I have the right to be myself and none of you people should use looks to turn against me . Please I beg you don't do this to me

I'm too fragile to take this anymore
I've done so much to be accepted ,I've tried so much to change my look , I turned into a monster to not get judge

This isn't who i am

The Me I know is not sad
The Me I know isn't quiet
The Me I know is the person who you can count on no matter what

If society wants me dead , I will commit suicide because that is what I will do to be accepted

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