Okay so in this its gonna go back in forth between a song and reality sorry if it confuses anyone.
I woke up, but I wasn't on the couch. I was in my bed... What the hell? I got up, slipped on a tank top and a jacket over it. I then slipped on some black skinny jeans. I slowly walked around the corner and into the living room.
"What the hell do you fucking want?!" I stared at the three men who were leaning against the counter in the kitchen, arms crossed.
"We're just trying to get answers Blaire." Neil stated calmly.
"I left to get away, can't you just accept that?! And YOU!" I pointed at Matt.
"It's your fault I left in the first place!!" Adam then came in, wondering why I'm yelling.
"Blaire calm down." Brad said, taking a step towards me.
"Calm down? NO! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU PEOPLE HAVE DONE TO ME?! THIS!!" I threw off my jacket, showing the obsessive scars marking every single spec of my skin. Matt covered his mouth, his eyes wide. Adam also had his eyes wide, never knowing this part of me.
"Because of you every part of me is covered in this ugliness. I didn't tell you I was pregnant, Matt, because I didn't want to lose my best friend. And so what happened when you found out? I lost you." I grabbed my jacket and stormed out of my apartment. I put on my jacket and pulled up my hood. In my pocket was my lighter and cigarettes so i pulled one out, lighting it. I slipped into an alleyway, putting my back on the wall and my foot propped up on it.
"Hey doll. What're you doing here by yourself?" Four guys started to approach me. I stood back up, starting to walk away when one of them grabbed my arm.
"Where do you think you're going?" One of them asked, pulling me to their chest. My breathing started to speed up as he held my arms hostage.
I tried kicking at them but it did nothing. The guy put their hand over my mouth as they started to take my jacket off.
"Lookie here. We have a cutter." One of them laughed, making the others laugh. The one that was holding me threw me down to the ground.
"Disgusting!" He acted like he was gagging, and then laughed.
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All the key bump medals *thats just what the lyrics said prob not right*
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He started to kick my stomach, making me grunt.
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All the suicide pills
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One of them raises their fist, punching me straight in the face.
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Take the dose he swears by
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I started to cough up blood. Begging for it to stop.
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Multiply ten times
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I kicked as hard as i could at one of the guys legs, then swooped it across making him fall
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From the bathroom stalls, through the hotel walls
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"You little bitch!" He yelled at grabbed my ankles as I tried to get away. He grabbed my shirt, tearing it apart, along with some parts of my pants, ripping holes.
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Watch the faded ladies, unsane key list
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I screamed as loud as I could, trying to get someone to help me.
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And we're doing it til we die
(Doing it til we die)
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"BLAIRE!" I heard someone scream and multiple footsteps coming towards me.
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Chasing the first time, the first time
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I felt the kicking and punching stop, and someone gently picking me up. My lip was busted, blood coming out of it and my mouth. Looking over, I saw Brad, Adam, Neil and Barry punching the shit out of those guys. Looking up, Matt was carrying me. My breathing started to go back to normal, as I dug my head In Matts chest.
He gently brought me into my apartment, setting me on the couch. He goes over to the kitchen, getting the first aid kit and bringing it back over to me. He kneels down in front of me. Grabbing a wipe he skims it over where my lip is bleeding. As careful as possible, he slowly takes out my lip and nose piercing.
"I should've gotten there sooner.." he mumbles.
"I'm so fucking sorry Blaire. I shouldn't have done that to you two years ago."
"I'm not going to forgive you easily." I muttered. After he fixed my lip, he stared back up at me, then grabbed my hand. Taking me to my room
"Just in case the guys come in, i want to see how bad it is." He says to me calmly. I nod, and began taking off my ripped shirt, and pants. Leaving me in just my underwear. He picked up my arm, taking two fingers and skimming it down my arm. He backed up, looking at the scars all over my legs as well. A pain struck threw my leg, making me collapse but Matt caught me. He set me on my bed, going in my closet to find me something to wear. He pulled out some tights and a T shirt.
He helped me back into the livingroom since I was in pain literally everywhere. Especially my arms and legs. I layed down on the couch, making me grunt in pain. Matt layed on the other side, then grabbed my hand and pulled me between his legs so my back is on his chest. He gently wrapped his arms around me as the guys came in. They all came up to where I was as I winced in pain.
"Damn they really beat the shit out of you." Adam said, poking my cheek where a huge bruise was forming.
"Ow!" I slapped his hand away weakly. Suddenly Issac and Ben ran through the door.
"Holy fuck Blaire we just heard about what happened!" Issac said but stopped dead in his tracks when he saw whose arms were wrapped around me and how the rest of the band is here.
"O-Oh my god...you guys are..THREE DAYS GRACE!!!" Ben yelled. I felt Matt chuckle.
"WHY'RE YOU GUYS HERE?! AND ALL CUDDLED UP WITH HER?!" Issac yelled, fanboying. I rolled my eyes.
"Matt used to be a very good friend of mine."
"Then why don't you like their music?" Ben asks. Matt peeks at my face, an eyebrow raised and a smirk across his face.
"You don't like our music?" He asks mockingly.
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Nothing To Lose But You
FanfictionMatt walst love story Blaire, pregnant with her best friends baby but it miscarried. When Matt found out that it was his he was fuming. Sinking down into harder depression, she leaves. 2 years later, she tried living happy as best as she can. But...
