Nothing To Lose But You

Chp. 16

You guys are soooo gonna hate me after this chapter. Let me just put it like this: this is the final chapter 🤐

The guys left a bit ago so its now just me and Matt. And Buddy obviously. I layed down on the couch, allowing Buddy to jump up and crawl on my stomach, sprawling out on me.

"Hey. Wanna take a shower?" Matt smiled at me and i gladly smiled back.

"Sure.." i said with a small blush, thinking back to the last time we had a bath together. He saw the blush and chuckled, walking into the bedroom where the bathroom is connected to it. I got Buddy off of me and followed him in.

As i entered the bathroom it was right as Matt was taking off his shirt, which of course is always a sight. He turned around and smiled once again, until his eyes went down to my chest. He sighed and started to unbutton it.

"You reeeeaaally like to make me jealous. You know how many guys were probably looking at you?" Even though i was blushing more, a giggle escaped me as he started kissing up my neck.

"You're so possessive." I sighed out. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my lips gently to his. He wrapped his around my tiny waist, his muscular arms reaching easily all the way around. We hugged for a moment before he pulled away, untucking my shirt and taking it off. He then moves down to my skirt, slipping it down my legs as i do my socks. He smiled as he kissed me again, lingering for a few seconds.

After a minute he turns around and starts the shower. After he had it warm enough. He turns back around and stares at me seductively as his hands slide up my thighs and into the waistbands of my underwear. But as soon as he did, I jolted back some.

"What's wrong?" He asked when i did.

"I-I'm just still nervous about that part..." i stuttered, looking away from him.

"Blaire you should never hide your body from me..you're beautiful and never think otherwise." He said with a bright smile.

"Good god don't get all cliche on me." I giggled with a blush. He chuckled then slipped his hands back under the waistbands and slowly slipped them down my legs. Standing up, he reached around me and unhooked my bra, it falling to the floor. He stripped the rest of his clothes then we got in the shower.

About thirty minutes later we dried off and Matt gave me some of his clothes to use. After i got them on I went into the livingroom while he finished getting dressed.

Matt pov

3 weeks later

Nothing has happened so far thank god, but all of us still kept and open eye.

"Aye you guys wanna order pizza?" Blaire asked as she came and sat down by me. We were at her place with Brad, Barry, Neil, and Adam. A bit awkward, especially with what happened between us. When i joined the band me and Adam got into a HUGE fight over Facebook (actually true). He told me many times to go kill myself (also true). And it didn't help when fans tried to stop it and i let my feelings get the best of me like usual, and told most of them to go suck on a dick. (ALSO TRUE but Matt felt really bad about it after and went and apologized to all the fans).

"Yeah pizza sounds great." Neil smirked. She rolled her eyes then got back up, pulling out her phone from her pocket and calling a pizza place. After she finished, she came back and sat by me so i put my arm around her shoulder as she cuddled in me a bit. The other guys talked a bit while me and Blaire just sat there, watching them, and enjoying each other's presences.

Thirty minutes later

"Holy FUCK what is taking so damn long?!" Brad whined making Blaire giggle.

"I don't know but if they don't hurry I'm gonna starve to death." Neil said, leaning back but then jumped when there was a knock. I watched as Blaire got up, swinging her hips a bit as she walked over to the door. First she grabbed her wallet from her purse and then she opened the door.

"NO BLAIRE GET BACK!!" I screamed but it was too late. Jayson, the man we had been protecting her from, took a knife and slit her throat. All of us jumped off the couch, me going straight to Blaire who was now on the ground and the guys going to Jayson. Her eyes were wide and she tried to breathe.

"WHAT DO I DO??!" I yelled, tears welling up.

"HOLD PRESSURE ON HER THROAT!" Brad screamed back as he tried to helo hold back Jayson. I did as he told me, holding a bit of pressure to try to stop the bleeding as I watched my hands turn a crimson red from her blood.

"Sh..baby it's gonna be okay.." my voice cracked as tears slid down my cheeks, my beloveds blood pouring on the floor and also on my hands. She was trying so hard as she wheezed a bit, trying as best as she could to breathe.

"This is what you get you mother fucker!! This is what you deserve!!!!" Jayson yelled at me. But i didn't give him a glance, i just focused on trying to keep Blaire from dying.

"I'm. . . Sorry..." she breathed out. "No Blaire there's nothing to be sorry for. We're gonna get you to the hospital." I cried. She reached her blood covered hand to my cheek, a small and weak smile on her lips.

"I..love..you..you will..understand.." what? What does that even mean? Suddenly her body goes weak and her eyes empty, them looking off in the distance as her breathing stops.

"No..Blaire!!" I tried to shake her awake but it was no use. I started sobbing hard as her hand dropped from my cheek, hitting the floor. I hugged her body to mine, not even caring about the blood but just begging for her to come back. As I laued her back down, still sobbing, i took the small sunflower ring (pic above) off her finger and slipped it into my pocket. My eyes looked into hers one last time, as I layed my lips on her cold ones, for one last kiss.

The end ?