Germ(Yuki X Kyo)

Cry Baby

     I storm out of the house again angrily slamming the door. As soon as the door shuts my eyes couldn't keep from watering, and tears came flowing out. I kept trying to wipe them away but more and more kept coming. I pathetically curled into a ball in front of the door.

     Suddenly the door opened from behind me and I turned to look who is was.

  There proud and tall, stood Yuki who crossed his arms when he saw me.

         "What's with all the noise?"he asks glaring at my back.

   I clench my jaw and stand up, when he finally sees my face he gasps and carries a shocked look.

       "K-Kyo I- I didn- I-I'm sor-" before Yuki could manage his sentence I walked away.

   "Kyo wait!"he yells after me

           All it did was make me run away into the trees still sobbing, of course he'd only feel bad if I was crying. Other than that, my feelings didn't mean anything to him. Only his mattered, he couldn't careless if I felt like I didn't belong anywhere. Yuki's a selfish brat who's only good at making me feel so worthless.

    I don't want to sob like a baby, but I can't help it. His words just cut deep and leave scars and bruises. He knees deep into my heart, slowly like using a shovel to tear out a root.

         Sitting on a tree branch I clench onto my chest where my heart is and gasp for air.

     I can hear Yuki calling my name, so much like him. To not care at all when I'm hurt but until someone else sees he hurt me, that's when he comes back to say sorry. The sad part is it's almost believable to me, except all he'll do next time is knee harder and wonder why this root is being so stubborn. Yuki is heartless and cruel no matter what way I look at him.

         I look down to see Yuki standing below me.

   "Kyo, can you come down from there? I'd like to apologize, I didn't mean to make you cry" there's his half assed excuse.

      I jump down on top of him grabbing his collar. "Your apology means nothing, I don't except stuff so half assed like that. Even you should know that"

           Tears start to come down again hitting his face. I continue"You want me to cry, I know that. The more I cry, the more you know you've hurt my feelings. But you don't have to hide that this is your way of getting me to leave."

    My sobbing becomes stronger the more I speak"Y-Yuki, all you had to do was ask me to leave. You've already let me know enough that I'm not an actual zodiac. I don't belong with normal people, and I defiantly don't belong here."I sniff "I just don't belong anywhere now do I?"

       I pull him up by his collar and I Barry my face in his shirt. Yuki though shocked rubs my back"Kyo I didn't know you felt that wa-"

   I cut him off"Yes you did! You knew the whole time! Do you get off on this or something?" I start to yell"Are my tears that much of a joke to you? I get I'm stubborn and whiny. I accidentally hurt people all the time, I'm clumsy with my words!"

          Taking a deep breath I quiet down"I can't help it if I don't want to do something, and I know my whinnying is annoying. But when I hurt others because of my words I try my best to make up for it. But does it really make me that unbearable for others?"

   Yuki suddenly grabs my hands and finally looks me in the eyes, "Your ambition annoys me the most, you get so determined to fix your mistakes. I get jealous, I can't help but be jealous. You a stupid cat, and that's all I wanted to believe about you. But the more and more you kept showing me that you're not just some stupid cat, the more I felt like I had to make you believe that you were a stupid cat."

         By surprise I let go of his collar and tears start to roll down my cheeks"A-Am I just a stupid cat?"my voice cracks.

    He gasps and hugs me"No! No you're not! You can't be! Someone so ambitious can't be stupid can they?" Yuki asks

         I slowly wrap my arms around him"Ambition is stupid, it does bring you anywhere" I whisper in his ear.

    I break free of his grasps and walk off into the woods to cool down wiping the remaining tears from my face.