Germ(Yuki X Kyo)

Can't tell

        My face suddenly turns cold and I grab Yuki's hand, "They forget about it"

        Yuki seems shocked at my reply, "You don't want to be forgotten?" He asks

         I look at him like he's an idiot, "If I wanted to be forgotten I wouldn't be here!"

        "How is being here helping?"

         Yuki moves his hand to caress my cheek, I of course pretty much melt into it. His soft hands rubbing against me, would be any cats dream.

           "Because, there's you, Tohru and even that stupid mutt" I reply purring into his soft palm.

"For a cat your quite the loving one huh?" Yuki teases in an unkind way.

I can't help but sulk, although I don't want to be seen as a horrible person I don't want to be seen as a cute cuddly person. I rather be seen as tough, but that's currently not that easy with my heavy emotions lately.
But right now I don't need to care about my emotions. All I care about it his hand on my cheek, and the warmth coming from it. I can no longer tell if I long for him or his hands. His heart or his body.
I know I'm not cute, or sweet like Tohru. But is it wrong to long for someone so out of reach. I know it's bad to ignore your feelings. But is it bad to long for someone else's feelings?

I don't care if it's wrong, if I did would I really be myself? "Yuki"I look at him straight, "Love me"

I know this is short but I wanted to say thank you for waiting, I lost my lobe for writing. But now I was able to get it back.