Germ(Yuki X Kyo)

Can We

Do to popular demand I will be updating, and I'll take suggestions for an ending

When I finally turn back to my normal form Tohru and I head back to the shack.

"What happened? With you and Yuki I mean." Tohru looks yo at me her eyes innocent and filled with curiosity.

"I like Yuki." I start to speed walk away from her and she stumbles to catch me.

Luckily for me I'm the "cat" and got away. I get home and run away from everyone. I can't face everyone, and I can't think of even looking at Yuki.
I've disgusted him. I've made him hate me. Or maybe he was born with this hatred for me. It didn't matter anymore anyway he didn't want anything to do with me anyway. I was rejected. I was hated. Yuki hates me.

My body slides done the wall of my room going limp. The years poor done my face. "I'm just the cat" I mumble under my hushed breath. My seams have been broken the emotions I've held in since I've came to this place seemed to flood out. I cried. I yelled. I screamed. In the end I vomited all over myself the screaming and crying building so much pressure in my head. I don't know if someone came to check on me, I had passed out in my own vomit. I don't know how long I was unconscious it it felt like time had paused for me in that moment just to let me be. To finally let me be Kyo and not the cat.

I woke up with a start looking at my surroundings it was my own room. It was now day and my head pounded and rung as I sat up dizziness spilling over me. "Lay down Kyo, you're sick", I look to my right to see Shigure he ushers me to lay back down.

"This is what happens when you don't take proper care of yourself, you're only in high school I can't imagine how bad you'll be as an adult." He immediately starts to scold me wringing out a wet towel to put in my forehead.

"You're lucky I'm even taking care of you with how you act, if I hadn't found you laying in vomit you could've died over night!" He begins yelling frantically like an old man you accidentally really said the wrong thing to. "Do you want to die Kyo?"

My annoyed face dropped, I could barely even look up to meet his eyes. Did I want to die? I don't know what I want, I don't know who I am anymore.

"Are you going to ignore me?" Shigure seems to not notice the mood change and becomes more annoyed.

"You asked if I wanted to die, correct?" I finally meet his eyes, "What's your response to yes? I do want to."

"K-Kyo, I was just scolding I-...I'll leave you be. I'm down stairs just call if you feel worse." His face had turned paled and he shuffled out of the room almost hesitant to shut the door.

I turn to cuddle myself the fever taking force over my emotions, despite just having woken up I could barely keep my eyes open. I groan in frustration. But despite my best efforts my eyes shut letting me drift off to sleep.

The next time I awoke it had to be noon, it wasn't even by myself I awoke. There was a soft knock at the door. "Kyo are you alright?" It was the bastard dog Shigure.

I shift on my back and try my best to prop myself up, my chest tightens and my mind seats. My upper body falls back to the floor with a thump.

The door slides open to see Shigure's worried face which isn't something I'm greeted with often.

"Kyo! Please don't tell my your words early we're serious?" His face drops in a sad manner, "You need to take care of yourself, if you needed something you should've asked." Despite my condition he does nothing but scold, he cools my towel and checks my temperature again with a worried frown.

"I don't think I'll be able to nurse you to health alone." Shigure's face soon began to worry me.

Could I really be that sick? How could my health deteriorate so fast within a couple of days? I had been fine before. I had been fine before I had skipped meals in order to avoid Yuki. I was fine before I stayed out in the rain to avoid my feelings. I was fine before I had passed out in my own vomit from frustration.

This whole time, I was unconscious killing myself. Allowing my health to get worse. Letting my body use a mass amount of strength it didn't have left. I had done this to myself. I'm suffering because of me.

Tears pooled in my dry eyes, I could only bite my lip in anger as a tear pooled down my face.

"I-I'm, I'm so sorry!" My voice was now rasping and coarse. My lungs felt tired and my stomach was churning with emptiness. It gurgled bellow my sobs.

"You're fine, I'll make you soup. I don't remember the last time I saw you ate." Shigure brushes the hair out of my tears swiftly and left the room.

I genuinely don't have a motive to write this story but I don't want to leave it unfinished and I already get a lot of comments from people begging for updates so here.