♡ 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖉𝖔𝖓𝖙 𝖈𝖔𝖘𝖙 𝖆 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 ♡

sies . 💕

warning: mentions of violence and physical abuse. 

diego

prom prom prom. a time of excitement, anxiousness, and people taking chances with each other. call it overrated, but i think prom is the time for people to come together and celebrate that school is ending, we're finally getting out of here. the closer it gets , i'm starting to realise i don't know how things work , should i automatically go with metri because we're together, or does he have to ask me ? i know omar asked gazzy already and they've been together for a while. it was actually pretty cute. omar brought him balloons that said p r o m ? and a poster that said " gazi, mi amor, prom would be ruff without you ". it lowkey had us all dying because omar had finally embraced his dog-likness.

 gazzy obviously said yes, and we fangirled about it for the rest of the day. but anyways, i think things are getting pretty serious with kimetrius now, he's met my mom and everything, and we're pretty open about our relationship. i've met his mom before and we've actually gotten so close that she calls me her son-in-law.

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kimetrius

me and diego walked into my house holding hands, and my mom rushed up to us with a worried look on her face.

" ma wass wrong ? " i asked her as she shook her head lightly.

" kimetrius, your dad- "

" is back " he said as he stood behind my mom and held on to her shoulders roughly.

i let go of diego's hand immediately and felt my heart race quickly.

" what ? you're not going to greet your father ? " he said loudly as he looked at me. his hands twitched slightly and i felt the tears prickling in the edges of my eyes. i blinked them away rapidly.

" hello " i said softly

" it's hello sir " he responded, stepping closer to me, making me flinch lightly.

" and who's this ? " he said as he looked diego up and down in obvious disgust.

" hello, it's nice to finally meet you, i'm diego, kimetrius' - "

" friend " my mom finished for him. diego looked up at her and pouted his lip slightly. he looked like a kicked puppy and i just wanted to hug him. but i couldn't.

flashback

i heard the screams coming from the kitchen as i hid in my room. dad was drunk and hitting mom again. i held the covers tightly as the tears fell from my face. i heard heavy footsteps up the stairs and then my door knob jiggle violently. i threw myself under the covers. please don't come in here. the door opened and the covers were pulled off my bed. "kimetrius" he said sternly. i sat up and looked as him while my hands shook. he hit me across the face and grabbed me by the shirt. "are you crying, boy ?" he said. i shook my head and stuttered. "n-no". he looked at me in the eyes before he threw me back on the bed. all i saw was empty. "crying is for girls. you're not a girl kimetrius. boys who cry are faggots." i was not a faggot.

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diego

the past few days have been horrible. kimetrius hasn't been really talking to me and his mom won't look me in the eye after what she said in front of ki's dad, who by they way, hates me for literally no reason. he actually disrespects me and seems really homophobic. i know that's why metri's being really distant, but i miss my boyfriend. i called him but he kept declining my calls and i really needed to talk to him. i was gonna ask him to prom. i decided that this way, it's official and it can stop eating at me. i didn't wanna be super headass like omar but i did buy metri red roses because they're his favorite.