Never Let me Go(Robert Downey jr Fanfiction)

Playing With Fire

Liza was clear from getting Hepititis B which is good. She was able to go home few hours later. I seen a group of people outside as we pulled up to the apartments. We slowly walked past them. "Hey Liza, is this your boyfriend?" asked a younger woman dressed in a racy fashion. She appeared to be on drugs as well. "No, just a friend. Robert this is Abbey." replied Liza. I smiled at her. She winks back. "So, this is the guy you always talk about! Damn, I can totally see why."

I can Liza blush shaking her head. "I do not talk about him all the time!" she exclaimed. I smiled to myself wrapping my arm around her. "I guess I can interest you both in a little home warming gift." Abbey held up a baggie of yellow substance inside. I know what that is. I smiled polietly pushing Liza behind me. "We're going to pass. Have a nice day." I replied.

I motioned Liza up the stairs. I can tell she was hankering for it. Like smoker wanting a cigarette. Of course thats exactly what she lite up when we went inside. "Robert, I can't do this. My head hurts. My body is shaking. I want that fix so bad." she cried pacing the room and scratch away at her arms. "It's the withdrawls, hun. You have to fight urge to use." I assured. "I FEEL LIKE RIPPING MY HAIR OUT!" I hugged her close against me. All she did was sob. I felt her body trembling. "Calm down baby. I'm here for you." I placed a kiss on top of her head. "I'm feel cold." she whispered embracing me tight.

I picked Liza up bridal style carrying her into the bedroom. I laid her down gently on the bed. I lay next to her pulling her close to me. She buried her face against my chest. I brought the covers over us. "Liza, I have question." I said breaking the silence. "What is it?" she asked mumbling. "How do you feel about moving? You know from this neighborhood." "I would like but, this is all I can afford." "You don't worry about the cost. I'm still going to live with you."

Liza popped her head up to look at me. Her eyebrow raised in disbelief. "What does your fiancé think about this?" she asked suspicously. "I already talked with her. She's not happy with the idea but, I don't care." I replied. "You should. For christ sakes, she's about to be your wife. Doesn't that matter to you at all?" I sighed ignoring her question. "Rob? I'm talking to you." "Change the subject please." I responded. "Oh my God! You don't love her!" "I do." "How long have we know eachother?" "23 years" "Don't you think that is long enough time to tell when your lying? We may not have talked in nearly five years but,I can still read you like a book."

I rolled my eyes at her and smiled. "Let's just drop it." I said pulling her back to me. "Whatever. Snuggle Bug." snickered Liza. I giggled out loud placing a kiss on her forehead. Liza gave me that nickname when we were twelve. I always loved snuggling with her when I came to visit. We sit on her bed and I'd hold her close to me as we watched movies. She felt good beside me and I only let her call me that. With anyone else it was meaningless.

*Few Days Later*

I placed the final box into the house I rented. Liza has been doing good so far. We still have a long way to go. I'm trying to cut her alcoholism down. It gets hard when she had neighbors who gave it to her. She plops down on the couch pulling out a cig from the pack. She lite it inhaling the smoke. Then she exhales smiling. "Damn, Robert. This place is amazing. How much is the rent?" she said taking in another hit. "Oh, its affordable. For me at least." I replied hesitantly. I'm afraid she'll flip if I told her how much. "How affordable?" She gave me a suspicious look. Get ready for the rant.

I scratched my head nervously fiddling with the one of the boxes. I chuckled as Liza walked toward me. Her green eyes fixed on mine. I forgot what we were talking about. I was hypnotized by her sparkling orbs that rendered me helpless. I'm under her spell and I couldn't seem to break free from it. I have no choice but, to confess. "Ugh, about one thousand dollars a month." I blurted out. Her jaw dropped and she slapped my arm. "A thousand a month?! Are you fucking insane?!" she exclaimed.

Liza continued to smack me numerous of times. I just laughed because I found it real cute when she's angry. "How the hell am I going to come up with half of the rent?!" continued Liza. "You don't have to pay anything." I said. "You jackass! What makes you think I want you to pay anything?! That's not your job!" "It is my job! You're my best friend and I want to take care of you." "Robert Downey, I swear its like talking to a wall. Why are you so goddamn stubborn?! How come is it you're not this loving and caring to your fiancé? But, with me its a different story! What is wrong with y-,"

I cut her off by crashing lips against hers. I held her close kissing her passionately. Liza then shoves me away. Her eyes agaped as she covered her mouth. I immediately felt overwhelmed with guilt. What the hell did I just do? "Liza, forgive me. I didn't mean to do that." I apologized studdering. Liza turned away from me for a moment. Nice going Robert. I know its wrong but, I'm not ashamed. Too soon. "Please, say something." I said breaking the silence.

Without warning she throws herself at me. Her lips burned against mine. I pulled her closer to me for a more intimate kiss. I couldn't bring myself to stop this. Being engaged to Hannah seemed like a faded memory. All that mattered was this perfect moment in between us. We were fumbling in our step kissing eachother madly. We collapsed on the couch not breaking our kiss. Her fingers were tangled in my hair. I trailed my kissed down her neck. A moan escaped her throat as I sucked at her neck.

She then pushed me away in protest. "We need to finish unpacking." she said taking her box into her room. I didn't dare argue and started unpacking the thing for the kitchen. I smiled to myself replaying the kiss. It felt so real. I quickly shook my head snapping back to reality. Liza is my friend. Hannah is my future wife. I have to stay faithful. I don't know if I can bring myself to do so. I've always loved Liza more. I'm so freaking confused! I pray I can control myself. With Liza back in my life thats going to be hard.

***Do you think it was wrong that Robert and Liza kissed? Will it get worse from here on out? Vote and comment please. New update soon***