Behind every Smile there is a story you welcomed into the life Of Emma Williams a kind independent woman whose only 19 but struggling with issues and demons bigger than her self. She means Jeffery a arrogant prick n very egosistc.But what happens w...
So two weeks as passed since I saw Zara and most of the stuff she told me really got me thinking about where I'm heading with my life. I'm 19 turning 20 in a few months time and it seems like nothing is going according to my future plan.
At NYU
I'm sitting in class day dreaming about what I'm going to eat this afternoon
When do you not think about food stated my consciousness
Not always only sometimes
Sure. She stated with sarcasm dripping from her mouth,and yes I do speak to my self don't judge me.
"Earth to Emma " said Cameron my gay best friend clicking his well manicured nails in my face.
"Err sorry I was day dreaming about what food should I devour later this afternoon "I stated with an embarrased smile on my face. I should really stop day dreaming as fun as it is I look stupid while doing it.
"kinda figured you had the I just saw a d*ck face so I got you."he said with a sly smile on his face lord his always up to something, but I'm sure he just got a good f*ck that's why his all smiles and sunshine today..Damn I really need some action in my life.
"but besides the point I've got some epic tea to spill and your gonna love it"he said in hushed but excited tone. "we're in class can't u wait until the end of this lesson "I pleaded. "ugh it's not like you were listening anyway ".he stated in by the way tone giving me the knowing but side glance ugh his right I wasn't paying attention so why the hell not at least let me put this hour to use.
"sure spill the tea sis"i said with a sigh leaving my lips.
"So last night I went to the club and I'm semy angry at you for not attending but anyhow as I was getting my grind on and a bit tipsy from the two vodka shots I took.My eyes landed on Jeffry that sex on legs and demigod and he was with that snake Mellisa and they were sucking each others faces but he looked like he was choking on her tounge because that's how much she stuffed it down his throat and I must say I left that club faster than a sale runs out in Victoria Secret on black Friday. "Cameron said all one breath with a huge grin on his face.
"what in the world of everything that's beautiful does this have to do with me"i said raising my eyebrows at him seriously where did I get these types of friends. "It has everything to do with you"he said "how cam how does this have to do with me ".i half shouted "It does because you like him alot and we all know that and also Mellisa was your ex best friend so yes it has everything to do with you. "he said in a durh tone. "firstly I don't like him, how can I like someone that I never talk to and he doesn't even know that I walk this planet earth and secondly just because Mellisa did me wrong in the past it doesn't mean I have to know everything she does I'm not her mother who has to babysit her misbehaving child."I said in a by the way tone I seriously do not understand my friends they so stuck up on the idea that I should find out what my ex best friend is up too even when I tell them countless of time I don't care.
boo we all know you care I don't care
Sure keeping telling yourself that.
Ugh I hate my friends and my consciousness
So u hate yourself because I'm you, you know that right
Ugh just shh okay I've had enough of your smart mouth Anyways back to reality which involves real people
"Sister we all know you like Jeffry or should I say Jeff boo because everytime he walks pass you, you drool and ooggle him and eye rape him we see it all and plus I think you should make the first move nothing is wrong with a girl approaching a guy and with Mellisa your right I shouldn't bring her up all the time I'm sorry".he said but damn I love him even when his being a goofball.We eneded the conversation there because Cam looked so deep in thought and his words was constantly replaying in my head. Class officially ended and I was happy to get out if this hell hole and just get home and watch the chilling adventures if Sabrina on Netflix.
After a 20 minute walk I finally made it home ,I was met with silence that I became used too on a daily but it gets lonely at times living alone.
So I got in bed with my laptop and a few snacks and started my episodes.A life of single lonely 19 year old, my eyes got heavy and I couldn't keep it open any longer and I allowed myself to drift in a peaceful slumber.
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