„ Mara Darling.. I..." He said quiet „ Give us a minute „ he said and Mary and Jim left the room . Dad and I sat on the sofa and he grabbed my hand „ what's wrong daddy?" I asked him and nearly started to cry cause I could not handle to see him like that!" You know that I had a few health issues lately ... and it's not just a cold .... i went to the hospital a few months ago and the ... they found out that I have...." he couldn't end his sentence cause he started to cry and I have never really seen my dad cry so it broke my heart into million pieces „ You have what?!" I asked histerical with tears in my eyes „ Darling I have Aids! And I am so sorry I dont want to go and I don't want to lose it all , I don't want to lose you!" He said and I started to cry I never cried so much in my whole life I laid my head on his legs and he held my tighter than ever before
" No ... you ... you can't leave me !" I cried
„ it's okay Darling ! I will never leave you and not now... it takes time till it kills me and for now I'm here okay I'm right here . So stop crying please stop crying baby „ he said and I wiped my tears away . „ Promise that you'll never leave me „ I said and cried like I never cried before „ No matter what happens to me I'll always be with you maybe not here but I will be „ He said and hugged me ." You mean the world to me darling „ he said and hugged me
„ And you mean the world to me!" I said and smiled at him while I still cried ." just don't tell someone by now only the band , Mary, Jim , you're grandparents and your aunt know about it" he said and I nodded „ So do you want some pancakes love?" My Dad asked. I acctually wanted to tell him about my Anorexie tonight . But I couldn't do that cause dad would only be worried and he had already enough problems." No thanks I'm not hungry „ i said before i left the room „ Wait a minute young lady „ my dad said strictly and I turned around „ Yess dad" i answered and instantly hoped that he won't ask any questions „ What have you eaten today?" He asked me „ an Apple „ I answered quietly „ An Apple ?! You have to be kidding me?! Do you even know how unhealthy that is? You lost almost 10 lbs in in the last 3 weeks !" he said and I just nodded „ I'm fine . I'm gonna eat something tomorrow I promise ,good night dad I love you „ I said and walked upstairs „ I love you too angel „ he said and I closed my door . I just sat in my bed and cried. I never felt so scared! I knew that my Dad was scared too even if he hasn't shown it yet. The tought to lose the only parent I ever had was terrible. ....
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My father freedie Mercury
Fanfiction26.May 1970: „ oh Freddie she is so adorable „ kash smiled while she held the baby in her arms „ Well she's my daughter so that's obvious „ Freddie said „ She looks just like you.. but where is her Mother?" she asked me now seriously „ Honestly...
