My father freedie Mercury

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" Babe  calm down " I heard Kurt's soft wispert " What? You heard what that bastard said how could I possibly calm down!?" I asked him with broken voice " I know that it is stupid that they put you on this extrem diet but it's just a diet , ofcourse it sucks but why does that bother you so much?"  He asked me and in exactly that moment I realised that I really had to tell him about that eating disorder " You probably noticed that I eat almost nothing  and that I always go to the bathroom after I ate something ... that has a reason  I have been bulemic and anorexic since I was 12 . It all started when my Dad started to date Paul . He took me to a mental health hospital  when he found out that something was wrong with me , My Dad thinks that I am still sober but I am not ! I am absolutely not!" I said and almost started to cry " Shh it's okay i am here , Im gonna tell that bastard that he can't treat my girl like that!" He said angry and wanted to walk in the office ,but I held him back " That's exactly why I don't tell my Dad about that , please just don't make a big deal about it!" I said and smiled weakly " Fine but if something will happen to you I'm gonna kill you're whole management " he said and I just smiled "Thank you , maybe  i should just ..leave the band?I whispered and kissed him when I saw my dad and the rest of the band entere the hallway " You wanna leave those behind that helped you get  so successfully ?l "John asked me skept
" Its not about success uncle John, it's about my own choices and my own way . I don't leave the band forever it was just a thaught! I had a hard time i just need distance! That pressure kills me don't you guys see that?!"i said angry  „ Darling calm down it's your choice but maybe John is right out of tune wouldn't be the same without you!" He said softly „ Your right it's not the same without me cause they are nothing with out me !! I'm the reason the band is so successful before I came they  were just a bunch  of loser and wanna be rockstars and they still are!" I said and tried hard not to scream cause I was so mad at basically everything „ So thats what you think that we are?" I heard Lenards voice from the hospital door and turned around and looked at him shocked „Lenard ...I.." I stuttered  „ What? What do you want to tell me now ?  „ he screamed at me and threw the flowers he had for me in the trash „ I didn't meant what I said!" I said quietly and with tears in my eyes
„ Oh ofcours  , keep on pretending ! Be the cold bitch that you are not everyone has a famous daddy and millions on there Bankaccount! Did you actually taught that he would want you ?You're a Game do you get it ?another girl on his endless list!" He said and tears ran down my face. " Call my girlfriend bitch one more time and you won't be able to talk ever again!" Kurt said  angry and almost punched Lenard in his face " Why  should i care what a drug Addict and his slut of a girlfriend say " he said and in that moment I was pretty sure that Kurt now  totally would beat him up but Roger walked between them " I don't know much about you boy but you are obviously an asshohl you're just  mad at her cause you know that you could never get a girl like that !" My uncle said while he held Kurt back "oh and  I'm so glad that we don't have to sing  a song that dick suckers wrote !"he said and pointed at my dad . And in that Moment I hated lenard more than anyone else on earth
I walked towards him and punched him in  the middle of his face " That * dicksucker * is my father !! Talk bad about me .Drag me down and cut me to pieces ! But don't you ever offend anyone I love ever again! I'm gonna stay in the band not for you I do it for myself ! But if you offend my Dad once again I swear to god I'm gonna kill you!" I said angry and walked back  to the  others "Thats my girl" my dad said proud and hugged me ....