My father freedie Mercury

School and other issues

25 May 1986 :
I woke up at  6 am cause I had a terrible nightmare and I wasn't able to sleep  cause all those horrible taughts haunted me. So I walked down stairs and drank a glass of water in the kitchen . I just stared straight out the window  and tried hard not to cry. I wanted to be strong  for my dad . " Good Morning sweety how was your night?" Mary asked me when she entered the kitchen " To be honest ... horrible " I replied and she laughed " yeah I can tell that when I look at your under eye circles " she said and I rolled my eyes " oh wow what a nice compliment " i said ironically  and walked out of the kitchen " Morning " Jim said and smiled at me . How could anyone be in such a good mood in the morning? " Yeah whatever " I said annoyed  and walked upstairs  to the bathroom
I looked into the mirror and Mary was right my  under eye circles where huge I grabbed my make up and started to apply it on my face.
" Do you really have to wear that shit?" My Dad asked grumpy and tried." Morning Dad grumpy as always !" I said and he looked at me annoyed " A bit more respect young lady!" He said strictly . I nodded and left the bathroom
I walked straight into my room and got dressed I grabbed my bag and wanted to leave " Where do you think you're going to?" My Dad asked me " To School " I said confused " How do you wanna get there on your own ?" He asked me
" The Bus " I said quietly cause I knew that my dad hated the bus " Oh you definitely don't  drive by bus I'll take you to school " he said and stepped out the door with me " But why not?" I asked him sadly " Cause I don't want paparazzi to take a million photos of you  when you want to go to school!" He said and started to drive
I just nodded and laid my head against the window " What's wrong darling?" My Dad asked me " School fucking sucks!" I said and laughed , Dad smiled " Darling everything sucks , there only 29 days left for you to survive and then you'll have summer holidays" he said and I smiled " Dad I miss those deep conversations we had a few years ago " I said
" I miss them to , but if you wanna talk you can always talk with me " he said before we arrived infront of my School " Here we are darling. . try not to die „ Dad said sarcastically „ Yeah I'll try to „ I said not so serious and smiled „ Hey Hoe „ My best friend gabe yelled when he and Chris walked towards our car „ Hey Boys „ I said and hugged both „ Oh hello Mr Mercury how are you?" gabe asked him „ Nice to see you I'm actually pretty good , is that guy you're boyfriend? „ he asked him and pointed on chris
I basically had the laughflash of my life cause it was obvious that Gabriel was gay , the whole school knew it but he probably didn't knew it himself." Mmh ... no „ he said ashamed and then he turned red „ oh stop laughing you fool!"  Gabe said and I walked in school with both „ See you later dad „ I screamed at my father „ Jup see you darling „ he screamed back „ Oh my god I have never seen your dad in real life he is soo normal „ Chris said and smiled like a huge fangirl
„ He is normal he's like everyone else ,well maybe a bit strange but this is the fucking most expensive Private School in London so what do you expect ,that school is filled with spoiled brats „ I said while we entered school „ Yeah and the Queen of them just entered the hallway" Gabe said you could clearly see that he was still pissed cause I laughed at him , but I couldn't take him serious and started to laugh again „oh come one gabe ! Are you actually mad at me?" I asked him and laughed „ And even if ..." he said and i rolled my eyes „ And here our dramaqueen goes again playing the Victim „ I said sarcastically and Chris started to laugh too „ oh fuck you Mara!". He said and walked away „ Looks like he is on his period „ I said and laughed „ isn't he always?" chris replied  . „ Oh there is our future Rockstar " Mia said and came over " I am already a rockstar!" I said sarcastically before we walked in class . As always it was boring as hell and so the school day passed by pretty fast . " If you want to then we could meet that afternoon " Emily a friend from Biology class asked me
" yeah that would be awesome " I said and smiled
" oh holly hell is that Roger Taylor?" She asked and nearly screamed when she said his name
" first of all stop screaming it's just my uncle and secondly what the actual fuck is he doing here?" I said confused " I don't care what he is he's hot " she said and I rolled my eyes " Yeah and in his mid thirty's forget it Emi!" I said strictly and walked over to him " oh hey there you are " he said and smiled " Hey ... what are you doing here ?" I asked
  him " I just wanted to spend time with my favourite kiddo so get in the car " he said I didn't believed him but I knew that I would lose if I would start a discussion . " ok I'll see you emi " I said and got in the car " Okay what do you actually want ?" asked and laughed " As I already said I wanted to spend time with you and Freddie said that I should take you to my house cause he still has to do somethings for your birthday " he said I just nodded and smiled " I can't believe that you're almost 16 !" He said exited "yeah me neater " I said but Roger noticed pretty fast that something was wrong when he parked in front of his house  " What are you worried about ?" He asked me " You know that every birthday I wanted to ask Dad about my mother I mean I don't even know her name " I said sadly " Oh kiddo I can't help you with that but I bet that she was really pretty .. and a redhead " he said and I raised an eyebrow "come on no one knows why you're hair is a red and brown mix " he said . We entered the house and Roger shouted for his wive and his kids but no one answered. „ Looks like were alone " he said happily " Why are you so happy that they aren't here?" I asked him and raised an eyebrow " I'm not happy but me and Dominique had a few arguments lately so.." he mumbles and I just nodded cause I had no idea what I could say. " So sit down ,do you want some cookies?" He asked he and gave me the box filled with cookies " Yeah sure " I said and grabed a few cookies " Can I ask you something?" I asked him " Ofcourse " he said and " When has my Dad told you that he had Aids?" I asked him and he locked at me shocked " He told you?.." he asked me quietly
" Yess a few weeks ago.." I said
" No matter what happens you can always count on me " he said and hugged me " Thanks Rog, Wanna watch a movie?" I asked him and he nodded and picked one..