I want you to stay

Are you really gone forever?

When you calmed down for a second, you walked into your house and ran upstairs. You had no strenght to talk to anybody. You were lying on your bed with your eyes full of tears, trying not to think about what happened in the last three days. But you couldn't think about anything else but him. You saw his eyes everytime you'd close yours. Tears rolled down your face, you kept whiping them off but couldn't stop them. You felt tired and weak, and than fell asleep. Cam was in your dreams. He was everywhere. In your mind, in your heart. You've felt how he thinks about you too. Than you heard someone knocking on your door. You headed downstairs and opened them. You saw him. Cam was standing in front of you. You couldn't believe it.

"I knew I shouldn't leave. I had to come back, I know I belong only here with you. You make me complete".

You hugged him so thight as a smile on your face suddenly showed up. Just when you wanted to kiss him and tell him you love him, you heard some voices. You wanted to speak but you couldn't make a sound. You opened your eyes and saw your mom next to you.

"Hey, sweetheart. How are you?"

You realized it was just a dream, Cam didn't come back.

"I'm not fine, mom. It's been 4 hours since he left, and I already dreamt about him. I can't stop thinking about him and I can't stop crying.. I.. I just..". You sighted and looked down.

"I know how you feel. I understand that you are sad, but it breaks my heart to see you like this. So go take a shower now, I'll wait you in the kitchen. I know it's hard but it will be easier if you do it." your mom said.

After you took a shower, you went to your kitchen. Dinner was on the table, but you couldn't eat. You weren't hungry, but you still ate a little so your mom doesn't talk about it anymore.

"Mom, thank you for everything, you know I love you but I don't feel like talking about it today. Can I just go in my room now?"

She nodded with a worried face and hugged you. You always used to say how it's stupid to cry, how you should be happy for the time you had, but he was different. Cameron was your soul mate and you knew it. He changed what you've believed love is. He was the first guy you really loved and fell in love with. You didn't want to cry anymore. The memories made you feel happy because the time you spent with Cam was the best time of your life. You were thinking about your life as if you never even met him, and you fell asleep again. It's been a rough day for you.

"What does he think about now?" you asked yourself and fell asleep with that question as the last tear rolled down your cheek.