You & Me

6. Will You Marry Me?

A pair of small almond eyes start to beam with tears. His disbelief eyes make me chuckle.

"I'm serious, Off. Will you marry me? Will you okay for us being together and you stuck with me forever?"

"Phi....."

I start to look down to the floor.
"Or..... You never want thi- "

"No, Phi. I do! I absolutely do!"

In a second, some of our friends coming from the doors, and the rest come out from every corner of our practice room. They shout and claps their hand.

I take his hand with me, I look deep into his eyes, I cup his cheek in my palm, and come closer to him.

"Off......."

Everyday, I feel so happy that for no reason.
I look forward to the next day.
Why am I trembling so much?
No matter how I think of it, you're my number one person until our black hair turns white as snow, until our lives end.
Even if you suffer physically, I won't ever make you suffer emotionally.

You're the other half of my heart, and I'll become the other half of your heart.
Every moment that you breathe, I'll love you.
Even as time passes and our wrinkles grow.
You and me, we'll be together forever like now.

I'll love you more, I'll care for you more.
When tears fall and it's hard, when it hurts, we'll hurt together.

I'll love and protect you forever.
I'm thankful that I met someone as great as you.
I want to love only you everyday.

You're like a light that brightened up my dark life.
A house that welcomes me with the sound of stew boiling.
A rain that watered my dry heart.
A seed that contains the real fruit of love.
A string of fate that the heavens decided.
Our meeting was destined by the heavens.
I wouldn't trade you for the world.
In my life, there's only you, forever.

I release my breath, which I don't realize that I hold it before. I put this ring around his finger. Simple rose gold engagement ring, but the one he really wanted for many months.

I take his lips to mine. He put his hands on my neck.

"P'Gun," he whisper while put his chin on my shoulder.
"I'm so in love with you."

I can feel his tears on my cheek.

"You have no idea how happy I am, after this long time and sorrow for whole this time,"

I pat his head and his back.

"Sssh... It's okay. Don't cry anymore. I'm here now."

"I'm really scare, that you'll abandon me,"

"Sssh.... I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Off. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being stupid. I'm sorry."

He hold me tight. Really tight.

If we look back to years ago, he has right to seed tears and cry for happiness in my arm. How I became more than number one asshole to him and his life. How many times I broke, crushed, smashed, threw, and torn his heart, but he still there, pamper me with his unlimited patience, even hang onto nothing.

And here I am now. I become head over the heels to him when I realized that he wrap me around his lil' fingers. Well, not that lil' because my hands are smaller than him. But, yeah... 🙂

Now, I see the happiness face in my palms, it's over than everything I ever have. My heart beat so fast, and I feel warm and bright deep in here.

I take a deep breath, pull his face closer, and kiss his sweet lips. I kiss him with all my love. The love I'll never ever let go anymore.
Because I know, he is the reason of the beat of my heart. He is the reason that I still alive, no matter how sick we are. Yes, both of us are sick. Very sick. And I don't know who will go first. But he is the reason of my happiness, so I never think about my illness anymore. He is the reason why the sun of my life still rise and shine so bright.

He is the reason of me can be me.

He is .....

My future husband, who I love with all of my heart.

And all my two months remaining life..........

*Song : Will You Marry Me by Lee Seunggi.