I blinked starring down at him, "What"?
"Will you marry me" he smiled up at me.
I closed my eyes God knew I wanted to say 'Yes' but I couldn't. "I can't" I whispered running into the house. I heard him call my name , but I didn't turn around.
I ran upstairs and shut myself i my bedroom. I leaned against the door and held myself as I began to cry. Wtf is wrong with me! I love him. Don't I? So why didn't I say yes. Getting up for the floor. I started to pace.
"Erica." Trey's voice came through the door. I stayed quiet. "Erica, can we talk please"?
I took a deep breath as I walked over and opened the door. Trey sad look made him as handsome as ever. He had dressed too.
"I'm sorry Erica we weren't ready for that" he whispered starring at me. "But I'm not sorry for asking you to marry me" he looked down at his hands where held a small box. He looked at me. "Erica I've waited for you all these years but I won't wait anymore. I love you with every fiber of my being".
I closed my eyes "Trey it's not you. I don't know what's going on with me. I want to marry you I do. But something is holding me back."
"Baby, I love you and I want you to be apart of my life forever. Yes we may have a lot of problems we are facing and I'm not saying all those problems will go away but I am saying that we will get through them together" he took the ring out and held it towards me.
I looked at the ring then up at him "I don't want to burden you".
"The only burden your causing is you not wanting to be with me".
"What if Jason comes back and something happens to you it will be all my fault" I felt tears starting to fall as he embraced me.
"If and when that time comes we'll deal with it" he whispered.
I continued to sob into his chest "I don't know trey" I choked out.
He back up and stoop to eye level. "It's my choice I've chosen to stay with you whether we are married or not. I preferred married though" he smiled.
I choked out a laugh and nodded.
"What's to nod for Erica" he beamed thumbing away my tears
"Yes Trey I'll marry you" I smiled. Trey slipped the ring on my finger then kissed me so softly that I melted.
(Hours later)
"You think me and you having sex in here is a good idea" I asked him
"Well we haven't had sex in a while. If the difference is that ring on your finger..." he said as a worried looked spread across his face.
"What will The kids think"?
Trey came over and sat on the bed and pulled me into his lap "I already spoken to them they are perfectly fine with it.
I played with the ring and waited. "So everyone knew but me?"
"Of course, or it wouldn't have been a surprise." He said.
"Trey?" I said Looking at him.
"Yes babygirl?" He asked.
"I love you." I said.
"I love you more. You're the best I've ever had." He said kissing my neck.
I laughed looking at him "No, you were always the best I've ever had.
"Erica" Trey kissed my forehead "You were always the one for me. God made you for me and he made me for you. There was a something I was supposed to do when I proposed". He sat me on the bed and went into the closet coming back with his guitar and sitting beside me on the bed.
He began strumming "Are you going to sing for me" I asked watching his long fingers play the chords with ease.
"Yes, don't laugh, Bunny. It's been awhile" he whispered blushing slightly.
"I love hearing you sing Trey, I missed it" I smiled.
Trey kissed me "I missed you" he grinned as he began to sing.
"In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purifiedYour love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...Trey finished the song and kissed me .
"Did you like it?" He asked smirking at me.
"More like, loved it." I said kissing him back.
~
Trey and I were currently in the bathroom finishing what we started in the bedroom. We were in the tub and the bathroom was not sound proof and I didn't wanna wake up the kids.Trey thrust deeper finding my cervix and began to roll his hips. I bit my lip knowing that that move always made me scream for mercy. "Trey stop" I gasped looking up at him placing my hands on his chest.
He immediately did. Trey looked worried his hand cupped my cheek "Did I hurt you? Did I hurt the baby? We don't have to do this til we are married..." he started to ramble.
I chuckled "No, I want to... it's just you doing that move...I can't handle it without screaming"
Trey laughed as he began again "Maybe I want to hear you scream, Bunny" he whispered in my ear then nibbling the lobe.
"We'll wake up The kids" I muffled a cry with my fist.
"If we do they know their mother is being thoroughly loved by their father" he moved my hand away and kissed me deeply.
I could feel my body about to give in and trey shuddered so I knew he was about to give in too. My walls clamped down on his member; I felt his seed enter me as he growled loudly. We starred at each other awhile before He pecked my nose.
"I need to get condoms." he whispered pulling out and lying beside me.
"For what? The deep it done now." I laid my head on his shoulder; I felt him brush his lips across my forehead.
Trey wrapped his arms around me. "I can't wait until you have this one , so we can make more. But I wanna wait until we married first."
"Damn a whole football team" I smiled cupping his face. And we both laughed.
~
Like clockwork I woke up around three. Trey held me fast in his arms so it was some trouble getting away. I finally did, I put on my robe and went to check on the kids. They all decided to sleep and the play room for what reason? I don't know. I opened the door and felt the cold of room realizing the window was open. I walked over and closed it turning to see everybody still In place but The twins was no where to be found ."Twins" I whispered turning over the covers. I rushed to the bathroom. Nothing. I search the guest rooms. Nothing. My heart started to race. I rushed back to My room and stopped when I saw a piece of paper taped to one of the mirrors.
Hope you enjoyed your little fuck.
He had taken them; Jason had taken The twins.
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Testimony
RandomErica M. Brakes is a 29 year old single mother of 2 who has been through hell and back through out her life. Is now back where it all started. What happeneds when old scars open up, old flames are lit up again and old people from the past come back...