The Price We Pay

Mind Is Made Up

Jovita

*Knock* *Knock*
I shot my eyes open 'Girl I know you did not sleep in you're car' Jada says as I step out the car groaning 'What time is it' I asked 'It's 7:50' Jada says I smack my forehead 'Fuck I forgot to text them' as Jada laughs 'Who cares them hoes will live but how are you, where did you go last night' she ask full of concern 'Went to go hang out with a friend' I simply respond 'Mhmm that liquor boy huh, did he hook you up with some henny' she ask making me laugh 'No we just talk, he's really sweet and I'm so stupid' I say complaining 'What did you do' she ask 'Do you have time' I asked as she looks at her phone 'Dammit tell me after class and go wash you look a mess' she says walking away 'Thank you for the honesty' I replied sarcastically heading to my dorm, I went in taking a shower and falling right back to sleep when I woke up the chat was talking

Zina left the group
Imani: Damnnn they did her dirty
Elesha: Yeah honestly so is she like done done
Isis: I believe so damn she was cool
Jada: She refuses to talk to us
I think she feels a certain way towards us
Imani: Not our fault
Elesha: I favor that

I rolled my eyes and got up I went to my classes hurting of course then decided to make some noodles back in my room I was truly bored and just wanted some space from everyone.

Jada
I was studying with Marcus in his room and I was so hurt by his home boy did to Jovita 'Girl are you even listening' Marcus ask me as I look at him 'Sorry it's a lot of shit going on right now' I say as he stares at me 'Start venting' he demands

 'No' he looks at me and chuckles then he picks me up and puts me on the bed with him with me sitting on top 'You better start talking' he says with all seriousness 'My sis okay I'm hurting because she's hurting she loved that boy and for him to do that to her just makes me look at- 'At me like I'm a fuckboy huh' he says as I nod and he sighs 'Jada I'm gonna be honest Aaron is more loyal than me so it took me by surprised also and I'm his LB' he says making me look away 'Look Marcus let me just be real okay if you're looking for a quick fuck and you're not into relationship then let me know straight up because we can honestly just fuck right now and call it a day' I say as he smirks

 'Oh baby with that type of attitude I would've already did it' he says with his face full of amusement 'So what's stopping you' I ask as he sits up giving me a peck 'I actually want more from you then just sex, I can honestly get anything from any girl on this campus but I want something deeper with you' he says as I stare at him 'You being serious' I asked and he nods 'Yes' he says as I sigh 'Then let's be serious about this' and he nods while giving me a kiss 'Can I request one favor from you though' he ask as I was getting off his lap 'What is it' I ask

 'Now I'm not gonna lie, as a man I tend to get hungry and you know sometimes I be craving her' he says as I bust out laughing 'Are you hungry now' I ask as he smirks 'Starving' he says pulling me to the bed with him and let's just say this boy is a pro at this.

Jovita 

Tonight the girls said we have the night off I was surprised but thrill I decided to do some laundry as I was walking down the dorm I saw Aaron step into the building 'Hey' he says looking rough 'Don't you have a baby to tend to' I ask making him sigh 'She lied about being pregnant okay, Jovita I love you soo much and it hurts to know I did that to you' he says as I sigh 

'Maybe we weren't meant to be together Frank' I say and realization hit me that I called Aaron by another dude's name 'Frank? Who the hell is that' he ask as I looked away 'Nobody alright' I say putting my clothes in the washer 'You messing with someone' he ask me 'No alright damn he's a friend at least I didn't fuck him' I argued with Aaron

 'You better hope I don't ever find out' as I roll my eyes 'Were not together' I reminded him 'So what Jo alright you're using this guy to try to get back at me' he says making me feel guilty because,

I truly like a Frank as a person and I truly enjoy his company, he's very talented, can sing, about to go on this missions trip and has goals for himself including me in it, if I decide to be with him as I stood there I started to realize that I started to develop feelings for Frank 'Jovita' I look up to see Aaron 'I'm sorry repeat that' I ask 

'I love you and I'm sorry for making you choose between AB and me, if you want to do AB I'll support you and whatever you want to do' he says giving me a kiss on the cheek as I continue to stand there my heart wants to be with Frank, I love my sisters to death and I want to continue pledging, I want to not for myself but because my sisters have my back and we already lost one I don't want to lose another 'Only couple more weeks I can pull through this' I say