I'm Stii Here (Exo, Bts,Seventeen ff)

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My head was aching I couldn't think properly, all I had in my head was how am I gonna face them? I mean what if they all know? What was I gonna say? How was I gonna explain everything?

For the whole trip back to the dorms I spaced out  Min Seo looked so worried and has been asking me if I was alright I wanted to tell her I really do but she wouldn't understand right?

I've been tossing and turning for hours now I just couldn't sleep everybody else was asleep so I decided to go out and take a walk

I took my sweater and headed out

It was cold and silent the streets looked so dull without the people but I liked it. It was nice and peaceful, I've always liked the dark I also enjoyed being alone. It gives me time to think about... everything, and in this case I really needed some time alone

Ive been walking for a while now and I happen to stumble upon a playground...

I smiled remembering how much I loved the swings and playing with my sisters there...

How I wish to tell them about me...

It's 2 in the morning and yet I still don't feel like sleeping.

I'm contemplating whether I should call taehyung tomorrow I mean I guess I owe him an explanation but I just can't let everyone know about me being alive I have to get my parents first and get the kingdom back

Besides they're all living happily and  they have careers that they like, something that they enjoy doing I wouldn't want to just barge in to their lives just because I want them to know that I'm alive. I want them to have the life that they want and if it means not having me there then I'm willing to do so.

After an hour I finally had the urge to sleep so I went back after all I'm gonna have to sleep since we've got schedules tomorrow

In the morning...

" yahh Seo yoo where did you go last night?" said Min Seo

Oh crap looks like I wasn't the only one awake huh

"Umm well you see I wasn't able to sleep so I went out for a little and took a walk" I answered

"You did what??" Said a furious looking jisoo

"Do you realize what you did could have put us all into trouble??" seconds a not so pretty looking rose 

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to cause trouble for anyone. I'll make sure it never happens again" I said while bowing down a couple of times

"You better not" Jisoo said while crossing her arms 

"Guys that's enough, she's already said sorry" Lisa said 

"Whatever just make sure you never do it again, understood Seo Yoo?" Jisoo said 

"Yes I'll make sure it never happens again" I said while looking down 

"Alright that's enough girls" says our manager while walking towards us 

"Manager nim? How long have you been there?" Min Seo said looking surprised

"Long enough to hear  your little discussion" said a not happy looking manager 

"I'm sorry manager nim, I really wasn't thinking when I did it, but like I said I'll make sure it never happens again" I repeated 

"Alright alright enough with this, let's talk about something productive and important like your schedule for today" says our manager 

Whew looks like I'm off the hook for now, I really should be careful next time wouldn't want another tension filled conversation with the girls