The Promise: Iggy x reader

What will happen to us...?

Your pov*

      I don't know what to do. I just kissed Iggy and he looks as if he didn't like it, why did I always think we could be together even after that promise we made. He's just too good for me, I'm pretty sure I'm way out of his league. I felt like crying there on the spot but I didn't want to show I was hurt. The only thing I could do was just run up to my room. Behind me I heard Iggy say " Y/n, Wait!" But I didn't look back. The flock called me as well but I just didn't look back as tears spilled from my eyes. Why am I like this...? I want to be brave but my heart aches. Ugh, I don't deserve to be here.....I really don't.( Btw, you are a bit suicidal and always have this feeling you shouldn't live anymore).        

Iggy's Pov*

       As I called y/n, she didn't look back. I could tell she didn't, even in my blind state I could tell what she's doing. She must have thought I didn't like the kiss, why did make that face? I know how she is so why did have to make it worse for her? Ugh, I'm so stupid. I got up from the couch and felt my way to the stairs, I told the flock I'll go after her. I finally made it to her front door, hope she'll let me in. I knock and said " Y/n can I come in, I'm really sorry for what happened down there." No answer. I then saw the door was open so I turned the knob and went inside. I could hear whimpering and slicing. I know what she's doing, god I can't believe this is happening again. I ran quickly at her side and softly took the knife from her which kinda poked my finger and it started to bleed. I threw the knife and hugged her tightly, why is she doing this, oh why. I started to cry in her shoulder, I can't stand that she hurting herself like this.

Your Pov*

      As I got to my room, I slammed the door and grabbed the knife hidden under my bed. I then started to cut my arm, I know this pain will help me. My eyes started to go blank as I cut myself roughly, I cried softly. I heard Iggy at the door but I didn't answer at all, I really want him now but I'm still upset about what happened downstairs. How would he love someone like me? I heard the door open and he rushed to my side and took the knife then hugged me as tightly as he can. He hid his face in the shoulder and I felt that he was crying, why is he crying? He then looked up at me and I started to cry because he looked so heart brokened. I hid my face on his chest then hicupped and cryed in his chest, I hate this pain the aches in my heart. He wrapped his arms warmly around me and his chin on my head, letting me get it all out of my system. After I was done, he lifted my face and said " Why are you crying and hurting yourself again like this, what about our promise...?" I finally realized what I have done. I broke the promise..... I said I would never hurt myself again and I would live for him because I was the only person he needed in his life. His promise was to protect me and live for me as well also to be the only person by my side when I do this, no one else but him. I then finally said " I'm sorry I broke it, but I had this feeling you didn't like the kiss we had down there and you would leave me forever since I thought you never cared about me in the first place a-and..." He kept quiet for me to go on do I then said " I thought our promise didn't mean much to you." I placed my hands on his chest and looked up at him, he looks so handsome you know. He's way to good for me. He finally started to chuckle and then laughed, I frowned and thought that maybe this was all a joke to him. He stopped and said " No no I don't mean it like that, I'm trying to lighten the mood this is really getting dark and sad." He continued " God y/n, you have really have no idea how much you mean to me, I love you with all my heart and I would never make a false promise to you; your just too much for me." He then grabbed my face and kissed me passionately on the lips, he really said he loved me! Is this real or am I dreaming?

No one's Pov*

That day, Iggy and you layed in bed and talked the rest of it out. Your love with Iggy is finally complete. There is more things to come....

Hey everyone 👋 I hope you liked this part, sorry it took awhile. There will more the story to come. See you then.