I walked into my bathroom and the look a shower. I decided to wear something cute today. A cute belly shirt with a spaghetti strap under. Its to cold to be showing skin so I just put it under. Then skinny jeans... and my Hollister other Hollister sweater with boots... not the combat boots... I'm talking about like the slipper boots... but their like for the winter time... they keep your feet so warm! I then put my hair up into a nice sock bun with twistys on both sides with a bow. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled.
I took a whole body selfie in the mirror and posed it on instagram. "I woke up like dis! #sexy! #cute #hashtaglol!" Is what I put with it. I actually woke up like shit... but let my followers believe what they want! Zayn's following me!! I looked at the comments he posted on my pic. "Nice ass babe :P @c.xo" I blushed and commented back on his comment. "Lml! Thnx! I should take some ass pics don't cha think?! ;) @sexybeast" I got the comment right away. "Hell yeah! @c.xo" "ew! C u at school! Pease out! :) @sexybeast"
I got out of my dads car and walked into the school. "Sup" I giggled passing Zayn "sup" he laughed I walked passed him up the stairs. I walked to my locker and put my things in. "Carter Anne!" Lexi said walking up to me. I smiled "hey! You know you can call me Carter right!?" I laughed she smiled and nodded "okay... Carter... I gotta talk to you" she said opening her locker which is right next to mine "okay... about what!?" I asked she frowned "about... Zayn" she said taking off her book bag. I closed my locker with my stuff in my hands "what about Zayn" I asked he seems like a nice guy... very funny. He's sweet... and he makes me feel this feeling I never felt with any boy.
"Well... what did he tell you yesterday" she asked as we got into class. "He told me some things... like how many siblings he has... that his moms a lawyer... that he likes to party... and he's taking me to one tomorrow" I explained. Her eyes grew wide when I said he's taking me to one tomorrow. "Don't go" she simply said. I just looked at her "what do you mean don't go Lexi!?" I asked she sighed "Carter... he's a bad person... he does drugs... he's a drinker... he's a hoe... he's the kind of guy you gotta be careful with... he's not all that sweet... he's a total asshole" she said being dead ass. "So what your saying is what Zayn told me yesterday was all a lie?" I asked confused she nodded "yeah... he was friends with me kat Liam Harry and Niall... but not anymore.... he's friends with Louis Tomlinson... and Luke hemmings... and all these other boys and girls who are nothing but drug addicts... that party that he's supposedly gonna take you to is gonna be horrible..." she said. I looked down and nodded.
How could someone that looks so sweet be a person like that!? I sighed and put my head down trying to cope with what just happened. Last night... we stayed up all night... talking on the phone... telling each other... everything!!! I dead ass told him EVERYTHING about me... and here to think I thought he told me everything. But he didn't. I can't believe this... wow. I got in trouble for something I don't remember... I went down to the detention room and Zayn was in there... it was just him... nobody else... NOBODY. The teacher wasn't in the room either. I sighed and walked in placed my note in the bin thing and sat down in the back of the class NOT making eye contact with Zayn. "Hey" he said sitting next to me. "Hi" I sighed I didn't wanna talk to him. He swore on everything he loved he that everything he told me was true and that he told me everything... "what's the matter?" He asked.
"Did you lie to me?" I asked looking down. "What do you mean" he asked. "When we talked last night... you swore on everything you loved that you told me everything... did you!?" I asked looking into his eyes. He nodded "I swear" he said I shook my head. "Your exe best friends told me all about you..." I said looking down. "Oh" was all he said. I nodded and looked down again. "Thanks for trusting me tho" I sighed and got my notebook out and started drawing.
The whole room was dead silent, all you could hear was the heater and the clock on the wall ticking. I wasn't paying no mind to Zayn. "Okay... I lied" he said out of nowhere making me jump. I looked back down at my drawling. "What they said is a little true..." he began than paused again. I just stared at my paper. "... I do drink... I am not a hoe... I just like to have sex... I do drugs... I love to get high... I smoke cigarettes... I don't care about anyone else but myself and my mom and brothers... I don't care what others think of me... I'm like this for a reason..." he said and at the end his voice cracked. I finally looked up at him... I looked into his eyes... his eyes stared into mine... I looked down... he looked like he was about to cry. "Go ahead judge me with your friends... I don't care... I don't give a fuck! Does it look like I do!?" He said then yelled the last part. I just looked at him "no... I just asked you why didn't you tell me!? I DON'T JUDGE Zayn! I don't judge people! Its wrong! Okay! Why would I judge you! When I first saw you yesterday... I didn't judge... I just thought you were cute and shit... I didn't think ooh he looks like a bad guy don't go near him! What my friends told me last period I didn't believe... I wanted to hear it from you! You wanna know what I think of you now!?" I said about to cry. I don't know why tho... I just met this guy yesterday... "what?" He snapped a tear went down my cheek "a fuckin lair!" I whimpered as the bell rang I got up and ran out of class.
Heeeyyy!! I'm not tired! Gosh! I don't know what to do!! Soo! I wrote morrreee!! Imma write more noww!!! Byeee! Xx jas!
